My Cousin Getting Married, Wait, WATS HER NAME AH?

nenek: besok saudara kau nak kawin, kau gi tak? pergi dgn nenek lah.
abg: errr, oh tak boleh, ada drama, besok abg ada competition
nenek: kau punya pasallah! nanti dorang kata aku jahatlah, nanti dorang kata aku yang hasut kau jgn datang jenguk saudara kau!
abg: ............must blog abt this


ok, my saudara or to be exact my cousin is getting married next week, shes a girl don't know what age and i don't even know what's her name. i only her mother's name, Cik Noresah Jurong. cos i got 2 Cik Noresah, one at Jurong and one at Teban.

you see, my cousin is my father's side punya family, while my nenek is my mother's side punya family, that's why my nenek don't feel at ease going to my father's side punya family because my nenek kata, my father's side punya family ingat dunia, while my nenek side ingat akhirat which is actually true because usually when my father's side ada macam jemputan kahwin or even jalan raya, none of them sembahyang. only a few pakcik, makcik sebelah bapak aku yg sudah bertaubat. also, my cousins, tak kira pompuan atau lelaki dari sebelah bapak aku punya side, dorang ni ada yg minah2, cuma aku masih belum nampak lagi kalau2 ada cousin lelaki aku yg mat reps. but some of them ada yg sudah bermotorsikal lah, so they are actually better than ME, cos look at me, i did my basic theory test when i was in year 1 and then i failed, and i stopped lah. anyway, the test must pay $6 so tak payah lah. next time.

oh yeah about my nenek or my mum's family side, 2 pakciks went for Haj already, my mum went already, my other pakcik aje belum. and we will always have a tahlil together in any of my nenek punya anak's house every 2 or 3 months at least. and also, if my pakcik whose firman called him the Highlander, cos he's the pious one, he will lead all the family in sembahyang berjemaah especially maghrib and isyak.

dat is why, sometimes when my father's side punya family came to my house during hari raya, my nenek will show this kind of a hate face towards them, especially my cousins2 yg masih kecil. tak layan langsung! which is like sombong nak mampos! tak baik kan buat gitu? dorang pun manusia jugak, cuma belum taubat ajer.

oh yeah, my nenek side is very together together lah, well cause my nenek live in my house, of cos anak2 dia semua datang rumah aku. so dats y i'm very rapat with my nenek side of the family. but for my father side, aku tak rapat, sebab my father got 13 siblings include him, so we cannot like meet together in one house, nanti crowded gila. and also, i don't come for jemputan kahwin for my father's side and dats the only time all my father's family are there. so dats y aku cuma kenal beberapa cousins2 aku, itu pun aku cuma kenal nama dorang sahaja, kesian ah. also, my father's mum and dad passed away, so i don't come to their house anymore which they dulu tinggal dgn kakak yg paling tua dlm siblings bapak aku. so kesian kan, saudara sendiri pun tak kenal.

kalau saturday i cannot come, takkan sunday pun aku tak boleh datang kan?

just now my sister showed her face and asked how's her make up, first aku cakap salah dat she use too much foundation padahal dia cuma letak bedak sikit ajer. ok ok. step pandai pulak aku. but after dat i said her eye shadow too dark which is true because her eyes dah letak celak, so macam mata nya belolok gitu, then her eye shadow like too dark and it makes her eyes macam kena tumbuk gitu, so i asked to wear light purple since she's wearing dark purple Watson's uniform, hehhe...

Healty Lifestyle @ NYP

had fun playing ping pong with marni, but i win alot ah cos she's still amateur, so macam kesian gitu i had to give her a chance ah sikit, so i play relax2 ah.

then play badminton! fulamak, syiok ah dah lama tak main, i play with aishah, i had few stupid swings befor i get the hang of it.

then berendam kat swimming complex with the guys, faisal, hafyst and khai. fooh best, i swim 2 laps only, wanna go for more laps but raining.

For GPA, the song will be added with canang that will be played by marni and the tamborine played by hawanis. so this time i will say the song will sound more beautiful!

Shopping and Collection of IC

i went out with my sister yesterday, i wanna go esplanade library and wanna ask if they found my IC there, even though its already tuesday, and i lost last saturday, so macam too late gitu kan? but i just wanna try you see.

but before that we stopped at Far East and eat at Puncak. i always go there eat wantan mee dry cos its the cheapest, only $2.50 but when my sister's dish came, i was shocked! it looked nicer than my dish. then i taste it, and hey, it taste the same as my dish. it uses oyster sauce too, thats y its called oyster sauce chicken wantan mee. but the diff is mine got wantan while she got chicken, and hers is $3.

then while i was looking at the clothes at 77th street, i saw this white color shirt, and really in love with it! but it cost $35. so i give up ah, cos if i wanna buy clothes, it must not exceed $30. more then that i consider it as too expensive. well... maybe next time lah hor...

then my sister talked about my style. she suggested me to wear nusantara style, since i looked like Orang Laut, hehehe. well its something like beach wear but with more Asian taste.

then we went to heeren and we check out some shoes for me, then i saw one shoe that i liked, but they don't have size 46, so i tried the biggest size they had, 45. can wear lah, but my toes touched the skin of the shoe, so its dangerous ah. cos it may hurt my toes u noe, so, i didn't buy ah, anyway its $39. that amount for a pair of shoes is ok lah. well u can't really get a pair of shoes for $20 rite?

then my sister want to buy underwear, heheheheh! then we check out this underwear called hipster. its expensive ah, so i told her, better buy Triumph, more varieties some more, then we both laughed! hahahaha, cos its funny u see.

after my sis bought her stuff at Orchard Point, she complained, actually she wanted to go to the bank and put it $50, but ended up, she used the $50 and she showed me the bracelet that she bought, it comes with a necklace and earrings, she said cannot help it ah, too pretty... girls... hehe

went to esplanade library together with my sister's boyfriend since she wanted to meet him. so i asked the librarian that i lost my ic. then she checked in her computer, and she said my ic has been blocked so no one can borrow using my ic. then she went to a drawer and took out my ic!!!! wah lau! they kept it for me! how nice. but u know what, they had my house number in the record when she was asking if my house number is correct or not. the thing is, why didn't they call my home?! hahaha! so then i gave her my hp number and she put it in the records.

i was happy, because i've got my ic back. Alhamdullillah.

IC Lost, if found pls give back

hmm, today i very happy. even though i'm really worried about my IC, please if you found my IC at Esplanade Library on Saturday, 19 Feb, please give it back to me.

im happy because, hehe, cannot tell you! hehe.


ermm, yesterday chat in msn was syiok, ramai2 berbual kat msn lagi best ah. tapi raudha, kenapa kau log out marah2? whats wrong?

anyway, i can't wait for Gema Puisi Artistik, my brother is gonna watch me perform, so dats good news for me cos at least one of my family member is watching.

im going to esplanade today with my sister, wanna check out if my IC is still there, hahaha! and of cos i wanna ask them mana, kakak library jumpa ic aku ker.

dah lah tu... :)

smiling all the way....

"Mira"

its been a very nice saturday dat day, i was with Nazrin playing gitar while lepak2 at the Roof Garden, Esplanade. Well, its a nice place, there were this 4 girls there, we were excited about it, well for a while only, the 4 girls that we saw went off quite early lah.

when i reach suntec city, nazrin still at the bt batok mrt, baik ah mat! so i go inside suntec city mall jalan2, just wanna waste time. saw my sister at work, at watsons, she looked like a fierce salegirl like dat! haha! its her 3rd day working there. good for her lah. went to Carrefour, check out the prices of their breads, ate a few bread samples there, just walk around the supermarket and enjoy the view. then i bought a 2 piece french toasts which only cost $1.20 and got the most cheapest tuna in a can, only $1.55 those are for my lunch later at the Roof Garden, Esplanade.

i went to the library, nazrin got this Oasis music scores while i took Alanis morrisette music scores for her 1996 album, you know 'hand in my pocket' or 'ironic'? well the books had all that! but to our horror, we can't borrow that, so we went to the information counter, and they said we have to sign up for premium membership which we had to pay $21. i think its per yr. but no way i'm gonna sign up for that! kena bayar siol! so we just got this gitar chords book and went off to the roof garden.

Up there, i share my french toasts with tuna mayonaise with nazrin, which i bought at Carrefour, cheap, only $2.70 altogether, and tasty. For drinks, i brought my water bottle, so i actually save quite alot of money!

After that, at around night, i said to nazrin that i'm tired of playing the gitar, then suddenly, this girl who sat with 3 others, spoke up and said not to stop playing, i was shocked, she was a malay girl, and she sat 2 metres away from us. so i just continue playing lah for the sake of her. then suddenly the girl came close to me, she wanted to listen to what i'm playing.

then she was like asking questions about what am i doing here, what songs i can play, and after that i stopped playing my gitar and we started talking.

She was a sec 3 student in zhenghua sec. and she played soccer. she was with her tuition teacher and 2 other students. after we talked about 10mins, then her friends came and said that they had to go, then one of the girl, said, "tak nak exchange number?" and i answered, "eerr.. takpelah, lain kali aje." Then the girl asked my name and i asked hers, her name was Mira. And we said goodbye and they went home.

then i was wondering, is it wasted for me not to exchange my number to her? so i gave a few reasons for myself, she's young, only 15 yrs old. takkan nak kenal2 dgn budak bawah umur? nanti kawan2 aku panggil aku phedofile. But nazrin said i should have exchange numbers because she's a nice girl and whats wrong being a friend to her.

Takpelah, if we are meant to meet again, then we will meet again. This is the first time, a girl whom i don't know, came to me and talked with me. its kinda odd but its nice lah. There's always a first time for everything. and this one is something i won't forget, and surely i won't forget about that girl for being a friendly, nice girl.

GPA Dry Run: Not Good

The GPA Run Dry was not that enjoyable, because they were rushing, they kept telling us how many minutes we had left to check for lightings and sound checks. so it got us kanchiong. As we all Pusaka Seni members knew, doing the lighting and sound checks took at least 2 hours for just a 5 min short play, since we had done those lightings before during our Hari Raya production last year.

But nevertheless we did joked ourselves when we were waiting for our turn to do the dry run. Heikal asked me to be the Uda to let Khai see how i berpantun dgn seorang wanita. Then after that he asked me to be the girl after that, now this part is funny. i acted like a shy girl, and then they all laughed, i was serious, ok! hehehe... but anyway, at least we enjoyed ourselves that time.

But after the dry run, all of us muka muram ajer, macam tak sedap hati, tak puas hati, because the lightings, we were still not satisfied. But i'm sure its going to be ok, its just that these guys just don't like to be kanchiong, and if our job is not done completely but had to end it with the unfinished work, of course we were not happy. and i had to say that NYJC should have given us more time. but anyway, not everything is perfect. So i hope they learnt something from here.

After that, i went to kedai kopi with some of the members, and the nurses, idah, marni, raudha were talking about all their patients, gelagat2 mereka yg sungguh aku tak boleh angkat. but i enjoyed most when we talked about sampok, especially Rafi's and Hanisah's story of what happened when they kena sampok. Check out the post that i wrote that time, the title is called "Kena Sampok, Wdl CC, TFA", Those were the days.

went home with Raudha and Marni was enjoyable, i can't remember what we talked about sepanjang perjalanan kita nak balik, from the bus to the train, cos they were talking crap. i only remember the tickling of the ears and knees. cos it felt real good. especially the ears. oh yeah...... hahahah!

Went home watch APM 2005, mendak sikit ah. because too many jiwang2 and ballad songs. boring... No rock bands this year, well i missed flop poppy's performance, but then the last minute, Dewa performed, oh yeah, their new single was good, the solo was excellent! then they played one of my favorite song, Pupus, fulamak! Lagu baik, lagi2 dorang main live, abih dia peh solo was wonderful too, the solo for that song made Pupus one of my favorites.

Elf Still Growing Strong

Elf Level 73 

Thats my elf, TamingSari, now level 73. Check out this link when my elf was level 36 about 6 months ago. Click here

My Bro's Bicycle

thursday, i cannot tahan the boringness at home. 1pm i woke up, i chekc my friends' blogs, after that i played MU-Online. My elf is now level 73. She's now using silver bow, and guardian pants, armor and helmet. but she still depend her defense and damage aura when going for a killing spree.

At night i thought i wanna watch American Idol but my sister and my grandma was watching Ikhlas in Suria...Shit drama lah! i hate that drama. i even hate the theme song of that indon drama. but then, my brother just got back from some place at around 10.30pm, so i took his bicycle and went down, just cycle around my neighborhood, wanna feel the breeze and kill the boredom.

The bicycle is small, my knees can almost touch the handles while cycling, so thats how small the bicycle is. anyway, my brother didn't buy that bicycle, he got it free from his friend, so its an old bicycle. but i don't care, i've always wanted to ride on a bicycle and ride around anywhere i wanna go. While i was cycling at Jelapang area, the bicycle made some funny noise at the back of the wheel.

Then suddenly, the bike stops. i didn't press the brake but it stops suddenly. the back wheel didn't move!!! it can't move! i tried to push the wheel with my hands after i terbalikkan basikal tu. betul2 ketat roda tu! i check the wheel, there's nothing stuck inside the wheel and the chain were ok. so i push very hard, and slowly the wheel moves, and then it got back to normal. so i cycle back to my place. but still far from my home, the bicycle stopped again! Shit! i had to do the same thing again, and i also had to carry the bicycle at one point. after that i got home, i asked my brother why the bicycle had some funny sounds while i was cycling. he didn't look too happy about it, i didn't tell him what happen just now. Selamat ah Nazri... pandai2 lah kayuh tu basikal besok.

Shit man, i was about to enjoy the breeze and this kind of shit happens. this is the second time the bicycle gave me problems. the first time was terrible, the handle tercabut dari basikal. i tried to put it back, cannot. sebab benda tu dah karat! so i had to carry the bicycle about a distance of 500m. and it was around 10++ at night.

Sedih... When will i get my own bicycle?... haiz....

I Forgot Today Valentines Day

14th feb, i was with firman, we went to his workplace at Balestier. Wah Lau! the work place looked so messy, its suppose to be a place to repair computer ah, so thats why its messy, full of computer components. then while i was checking out firman's ASP codes there, he asked me, "today what date?" i said, "14th feb". then he said, "Shit, its valentines day." and i said,"Oh yah!"

after we went to RAiders and played Lan gaming. I talked about that before in my previous post and i forgot to include about the forgotten valentines day. Well ya it was fun playing FIFA 2005 with him.

Of all this years, i never celebrate Valentines Day with a girl before. I remember that time i was sec 3(retained) and i bought a rose from my classmate, a girl, who sold roses at Shuqun Sec. She persuaded me to buy the roses since she was trying to sell it off fast. so i pitied her and bought one rose that cost $4, i think. Then i went back home and put that rose in a vase, cos i got no one to give to.

hehe...

haiz....................

Ready For GPA

After 3 days of practising for Gema Puisi Artistik, i can say finally, we've almost completed everything, including the song, which Fadhil had a hard time playing the keyboard to get the riffs right. He played the riffs right but his timing was wrong, so i had to play the rebana beat many2 times so that he can follow the beats right.

So we only need to teach the girls some tarian moves during the song that me and the rest of the guys wil be playing. I'll be acting as a father of his daughter whose going to be married with the son of this Jawa family, the father will played by Rafi, nad yeah he's good man. really acted like a pure Javanese father. And also i'll be singing one verse from the song that i created the irama lagu. feel honoured that they wanted to use that irama. after then i'll be playing the kompang, and hopefully if they got the rebana, i can play the ronggeng beats.

ok enough of that.

Title: Gema Puisi Artistik - Preliminary Round
Date: 26 Feb 2005
Place: Nanyang Junior College

Any NYPians who want to go, please contact any of your friends whose from MCG-NYP. Don't contact me. Thanks. Hehehe!

just now sempat i go marsiling lepak with my friends at firman's neighbourhood. kinda syiok got the chance to play the riffs of one of the metallica song, Battery, the part where they play the acoustic guitars.

Play LAN-Game, After So Long

i've been playing winning eleven 3 recently in my pc using an emulator that can read PSX games. yeah yeah i know thats a very2 old version, ok what. well, i started to play that game when i'm in poly where many of my friends were experts and pros, of course they all had a PS console at home ah and i don't. The last time i had a game console was SEGA Mega Drive 16-bit, u know the very first console SEGA created. So i feel happy that i got the chance to practice on the skills of playing this game so that next time, when there's a chance, at least i won't get trashed by my friend like last time.

yesterday went to Raiders at AMK with firman, we played all the games that we used to play when we were still schooling at NYP. but games like counter-strike and Generals: Zero Hour didn't feel the Syiokness of the game anymore. Except FIFA 2005.

Fulamak! that game is a bomb ah. You all must try it. The graphics are good. the faces of the players looked real! and the game play looks like a real football match too. but the highlight of the game was AC Milan vs MAn Utd. me, playing Man Utd got a few crosses to the penalty box but couldn't get a header goal. then suddenly, Shevchenko came with the ball and shoot from quite behind the penalth box, and it went in! it was the most beautiful goal ever seen. Firman looked so happy and excited. then Firman had another chance when Shevchenko chips the ball to Crespo at the front of the goal post but he headed too high. Firman was furious and he was cursing Crespo. hehehe, emo ah. hahah. but seriously ah, it felt like real if you're a football fan and if u love football, play FIFA 2005. oh yeah, the navigations sucks, so u need to rely more on the keyboard than your mouse. don't know what i mean? then go to Raiders and play the game. i remember another friend that i knew played this game is Subhi.

Rejected Creation

izad, my silatnyp teammate, told me something. something that made me sad and disappointed. but i shouldn't! cos i just shouldn't.

something that i have created it. but this creation just seems worthless, or maybe it had no power in it? the power to build strength and unity. haiyah.... sedih...

sorry can't tell you what am i talking about cos i dun wanna jump on conclusions. but for those who knows what i'm talking about, and knows why this is happening, please approach me.

Caught for Smoking

have u ever caught by police officers? well i did, during sec 3, i was caught smoking at the void deck with my friend, wearing my shuqun sec sch uniform.

i was with my friend, Ashadi, we sit at the void deck at Jurong East, we were talking about girls, i remember that, and also we smoked. then we saw a police car just pass by at the car park. we made our move.

while we were walking fast, a police officer called us from the back, "Adik! adik! Sini mari!" Thats where we knew we were fucked! we went to the 2p olice officers. he ordered us to take out everything we got in our pockets, first, my friend take out something from his right pocket, its a wrapping plastic cover of the cigarette that we bought. the police officer asked him what it is. Ashadi said its a wrapping plastic of tissue paper. then the police officer ask, sure or not?! heheh

then the police officer asked him to take out everything from his left pocket, and there Ashadi hold the 10-sticks marlboro red box and showed it to the police officer. then the police officer talk cock a bit and asked my friend to throw it away. Ashadi crushed the cigarette box and threw it away. But the police officer scolded him, "Why you throw there?" my friend threw the crushed box away on the grass. at that time i was like laughing for a while. "You want me to catch you for littering also is it?" the police officer said. so Ashadi took the rubbish and threw it into the dustbin.

the police officer asked us to hand in our bus pass, he wrote something on a piece of paper, and told us to go home. and, we went home straight. i was so scared if the police will hand our names to the school.

Polish Golf Cart

i've not been blogging for this 2 days of hari raya lunar cos i was working and i slept at my auntie's house at tampines.

my auntie had a friend who works at Tanah Merah Country Club and she needs 3 people to work for 2 days during the chinese new year. me and my siblings took the opportunity and off we went to my auntie's house. my auntie asked us to sleep there cos tampines is near to tanah merah, so its easier to go there.

1st day, we woke up at 7, and went to bedok to get the transport bus there. reaching there, me and my sis followed one of the worker who's a malaysian indian, and went to the resting place for the workers at this big store that stores golf carts. i sit with my sis, waiting for them to tell us to do the polishing. from 8am to 10am, we waited, one by one, the workers came in, looked at us, then they go out, well one of them i manage to like talk2 a bit, but after that, i felt like SHIT. it was painful. its like the first day of school but 10 times worse, even though i had my sis but i just felt so awkward, i felt like going home. (I think this is the main reason why i do not want to work). but after we start polishing the golf cart, then i feel ok.

the worst part was, trying to talk to the workers, they were not sombong, but it was the most hardest thing ever, trying to find ideas or topic so that they won't think that i'm sombong and so i tried so hard to mingle with them. Its because i'm the type of person who don't talk. i'm a shy person. my old2 friends should know lah.

but then one day, one of the workers, named Kumar, ask me if i wanna ride the golf cart, well i said ok. he told me to get a rug and wipe off the wet seats of the carts which had just washed. he told me to drive the thing!!! Shit! first time i tried, the cart hits the side wall, but after that it was ok. the hardest part was to park the cart. the best part was when i press the GO pedal and it moves! It moves! i turn the steering wheel and the carts turns! Wow! So now i know how driving a car feels like, except that the cart got no gear la, they only got a button to go forward and reverse.

so the 1st day was kinda ok.

the 2nd day, the awkward feelings came back. but for a while, this time, its a bit easier to mingle around with the workers. then i polish a few my carts. and that's about it.

so what have i learn:
1. since it was the first time i polish carts, i was mesmerized when i wipe off the wax and the carts looked so new! so now i know how polished cars looked like.

2. after i've tried driving the carts, i realised i can learn parking cars using the golf cart. and now i know how it feels like driving a 4 wheel vehicle.

3. working as a cleaner (which includes the jobs the workers were doing like washing, blowing off dried leaves, wash toilets) is much better than working in the office because you have some freedom to do other things like driving the carts, you can make your own break time schedule some more. work in the office is totally boring because you just sit down and look at the computer.

4. you are actually doing morning exercise while you work. first day, i was sweating alot till my hair were wet with sweat, droplets of sweat fell to the surface of the cart while i was wiping it.

its a good experience for me to do this kind of job. thanks to my auntie, i got the exposure of how the cleaner work looks like.

Hoping For Sparks, 2 Years Ago...

The song, Sparks by Coldplay brought me back those memories, sad ones obviously, so i wanna share it with you all.

i was in the bus, listening to Coldplay cd, then when the song Sparks was being played, my mind was picturing of a girl. i was in love with this girl, madly in love. but i was stupid, she didn't know i love her cos i kept it in my heart, and i kept loving her like as though she knew. and i was waiting for a miracle that she will be in the same bus with me. but the song kept playing, and i'm still alone, looking outside the window but my mind was somewhere else, and then i will kept thinking about how will it be like if she were mine. and then i will let myself down and feel the pain of a one-sided love. Sometimes, i cried.

that was 2 years ago, when i was in year 2 in NYP. But now, she's still alive, i still keep contact with her, but now when i see her...well...no feelings for her. But somehow, my heart still kept that love for her though... Well, i'll treasure that feelings and hope that one day i could tell her the truth. Cos I don't wanna spoil my friendship with her just because of that old story of mine.

What Inuyasha Character Are You?

Your Miroku! all that matters in life is who is
going to be your next boyfriend/girlfriend and
where to take him/her next. Not to worry
though, because you are bright and you do your
school work. And hey, you even have a fan club!


What Inuyasha Character are you?
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Shit! malunya aku! aku macam Miroku?! Well seriously if you guys been following the story 'Inuyasha', you will laugh at me for being Miroku. I'm not gonna tell you what this guy did some 'funny thing' in some of the episodes. Hehe!
Actually the anime was being shown in Arts Central, but it stops showing at the 20 something episode. But i'm glad my VCD Rent Shop had Inuyasha VCD to rent.

Banquet Bt Panjang

Check out my flash, kalau terlepas, just hit the Refresh button or press F5. Saja2 aku buat, just wanna show off my skills, hehe!

last week i went to Banquet Bt Panjang 2 times. This week i go Banquet Bt Panjang 2 times also. Fulamak! Kenyang, murah, sedap... cukup memuaskan. Tak caya, tanya heikal dan rafi, they've been there. aku boleh bet, orang2 melayu yg makan kat Banquet Bt Panjang, tak semua yg tinggal kat Bt Panjang, some of them look like easterners and northerners, serius gua cakap sama lu. so i guess this tempat makan lu orang mesti mahu pergi. Oh yeah, 4 kali aku gi makan kat sana, aku tak bayar full, tak cukup duit kan, so adik aku kira macam belanja aku gitu. best kan!

but that friday, i went to Banquet Bt Panjang with my sis, she was on the phone with her boyfriend, she looked stress. dah sampai kat tempat makan, kita duduk, she was still on the phone. then her eyes was dripping with tears. i felt unease, rasa macam nak kebas talipon tu dan beritahu boyfriend dia tu call her another time. seriously my mood almost gone u know! aku nak enjoy makan lunch dgn adik aku, aku tak nak makan dgn adik aku yg sedang menangis! tapi memandangkan ini hal antara adik aku dgn boyfriendnya aku tak mahu masuk campur.

after she hung up the phone, i tried to asked her whats wrong. she said she didn't wanna talk about it. but dgn sendirinya she luahkan perasaannya. cos that's the only way she can release the tension and stress. selepas dia dah lepaskan segala2nya, barulah dia nampak ok, and we ate happily. dia belanja aku fishball noodle dry while i bought for her air bunga tin.

Banquet Bt Panjang terletak di Greenridge Shopping Centre near Jelapang LRT. Take the lrt, and stop at Jelapang, then walk there, you may not see the shopping centre, so i suggest you go to www.streetdirectory.com to check out the exact place. Pada sesiapa yg nak naik bus, go to SMRT BUS Website. Jangan nak jadi bodoh... Go find it yourself, jangan call aku, tanya kat mana tempat tu. I won't help you. Seriously.

Cheh! marah seh...

My favorite food there: Fishball Noodle Dry, Laksa Cina, Yong Tau Foo with curry and yellow mee.

Jangan beli makanan yg jual nasi campur tu, dorang kasi kuah lokek sangat. Dah tu mahal! Beli air dalam tin, jangan beli air yg dorang letak kat paper cup aje seperti air Bandung. cawannya besar, tapi ice dorang letak byk2, nanti airnya sikit ajer, buat ape beli air, betul tak?

5 Wins In Virtua Striker 2 version 2000, Wow!

It was one of the best night ever! i beat Firman in a Virtua Striker 2 version 2000 for 5 times in a row! i use Belgium. this team kinda good lah, cos their passing is fluid. oh yeah, got one time i nearly scored a bicycle kick during a match with the computer.

but seriously, i'm not that good in that game ah, so 5 wins against him, is absolutely a remarkable result and something i may never forget!

Oh yeah, MU-Online is lagging when i tried to play. firman experience it, just wanna ask any of you guys who play MU-Online, do you experience the lagginess in the game? What? u don't play MU-Online? ye eleh... tak guna betul...

i just read this book on Dreamweaver MX and i tried the php examples. oh my God it works! the php can run on my PC! well u have to download Apache, then the php thingy. then u have to change something in one of the files... well if u are interested, the title of the book is : Foundation Dreamweaver MX by Craig Grannell, Todd Marks, George McLachlan, Matt Stephens, Jerome Turner. Haaa kau! 5 authors siul!
obviously this book is for dreamweaver users ah. but i was interested more on the topic on PHP and it was quite easy actually. much2 better than ASP. tu lagi susah ah. dah lah aku tak bleh run my asp files. haizz...

ok, mata aku sakit, ngantuk, nak tidur... to pusaka seni peeps, sorry aku tak dpt datang training that wednesday, duit tambang bus takde. aku tak mintak bapak aku, sebab its not the time cos this is the time where all the bills will come in. so aku tak mau bebankan bapak aku. lagipun, family is more important than anything else. i hope u guys understand, aku tau, heikal bingit sikit. but i'm sure you'll gonna understand ah. alrite. InsyaAllah aku datang next week.

Kemusykilan Sepanjang 2 Malam

Cerita 2:
aku mendapat satu tamparan yg hebat. hati aku bagaikan tersentak, darah2 ku bagaikan mengalir laju dan dihentikan dgn tiba2. aduh! satu badan ku terasa tidak selesa, terlalu sakit dari segi pendalamannya. ada ke patut bila dah chat kat phone, abih suruh talipon balik 5 minit nanti, setelah 5 minit, aku call, tiada jawapan. lagi 5 minit, aku call lagi, tiada jawapan! kata suruh call 5 minit lagi? itulah tamparan yg ku dapat pada pagi2 buta ni. padan muka aku, sape suruh main chatline?

Need a big breath...

Aahh... rasa lega selepas melakukan breathing exercise. selepas ini, aku harus terus masuk tidur.

Cerita 1:
ok anyway, for 2 nites i can't sleep, cos my mind was thinking and thinking, making assumptions, in fact i kept playing the assumptions over and over again. pendekkan cerita, fikiran aku tak tenteram, mujurlah aku membuat keputusan untuk mencari sendiri jawapan bagi kemusykilan yg aku terfikir2 selama dua malam sehinggga membuat aku susah untuk melelapkan mata. setelah aku mendapat jawapannya, barulah hati aku rasa tenang kembali. agak kecewa dgn jawapan yg aku terima kerana aku sangkakan jawapan yg lain. well too bad for me cos, tidak selalu nasib menyebelahi kita. tidak selalu yg kita inginkan akan menjadi satu kenyataan. tetapi itu tidak penting, kerana aku boleh lupakan itu. yg penting, aku dpt tenangkan hati ku dgn mendapat jawapan bagi kemusykilan yg ada di fikiran aku sejak 2 mlm yg lalu. kalau tak, susah nak tidor tau!

tetapi masalahnya... setiap masalah yg telah diselesaikan pasti ada perkara2 kecil yg masih belum diselesaikan atau yg akan timbul masalah yg baru. aku takut, setelah mendapat jawapan bagi kemusykilan ku, adakah ia akan timbul masalah kecil dari pihak yg lain nanti? kerana fikiran ku telah membina kemusykilan yg baru dari pada kemusykilan yg lama tersebut. terpaksa aku nantikan kejadian2 dari mataku sendiri, atau mungkin kejadian yg baru akan timbul, atau mungkin aku akan mendengar khabar2 angin dari pihak2 yg lain mengenai bermacam2 cerita yg mungkin terbina daripada kemusykilan yg lama yg akan memberi jawapan bagi kemusykilan baru ini.

Aduh... seram juga bila memikirkannya. tetapi aku telah dewasa, aku pasti dapat selesaikan apa jua masalah, yg ringan maupun yg berat. dan kalau aku tak dapat selesaikannya, aku boleh mendapat bimbingan dan pertolongan dari keluarga yg tersayang dan rakan2 baik aku yg boleh diharap.

Happy birthday Saliefah, sorry tak dapat pergi ke kenduri ulang tahun that day.
Happy birthday Maria! semoga kau akan masuk IVP lagi dan kali ini, menang Gold. dah cukup lah tu asyik menang Silver aje.

2 BBQ in One Day

seriously i enjoyed the MCG bbq more. We played captain's ball, fadhil was playing rough. the gelanggang that we played sakit ah, cause theres small rocks everywhere, so i can't really run properly.

the best part was preparing for the bbq, cos i was the one preparing it with the help of Idah and Bob and her girl. i use khairil's (my friend from NYP-DMIT) method of putting the charcoal in boxes, then in the middle of the box, put 1 or 2 firstarter. the boxes must be high enough to cover the top of the boxes. then i use my uncle's method of cocok the hotdogs, fishballs and ketam meat into the satay stick so its easier to turn the food around during bbq. bob's girlfriend thought of something unique by putting different food in one satay, so we have like half hotdog, 1 fishball and 1 ketam meat in one satay stick. kira macam kebabs gitu ah. very interesting.

kat laut kita main 007 Bang. kinda fun but dissapointed cos not many of them go mandi laut.

then i went to pasir ris, met firman, darny and the rest. we walk to downtown east then to the pasir ris park, but we can't find pit M. we called khairil and he said its near the PA. we were fucked when we check that it was kinda far from where we are, so we had to take the bus back to pasir ris interchange then must take another bus to go there.

yg tak bestnya tak ramai yg main bola. cuma beberapa orang aje, kita main free kick and penalty shoot-out. sampai sana pun dorang dah abis bbq, tinggal 4 ayam and a few

besok balik lagi tak best. taxi byk. tapi semuanya hired. we took about 30min or more just to get one taxi. sambil tu kita breakfast kat pump station, makan roti dan minum air mineral. sedih seh... hehehe