The End Of Silat For ME?

well, im stressed and quite pressurised. let met tell you why.

1> 24 july i got drama performance at christchurch sec for Stage Aura. its some kind of a Racial harmony Day kinda thing. we had 2 months to prepare, but what happened was, not many came for training, some were still busy, thats y cannot come for training. hanisah had a script, well so called a script dat needs to put more things in. she gave it to one of our member to upgrade the script. but that member didn't do his job, thus wasting our time coming to training without any script to practice. so when hanisah called and said that she had family problems and she presurrised, i felt pity for her. so i made a plan.

i made a new script, a new story. its going to be abstract-drama. but its going to be difficult. Props costs money. and not many members may want to contribute money for it. also, i'm afraid if my storyline is bad. im not good in english, so im afraid of my script too. but at least i had ideas what to act and how to act, so called i had the choreography.

2> every sunday, i had to go jamming to practice for the competition, Battle of The Bands. so i had to use some time to create and learn the tabs for my bass.

3>mat nor called me to help out for RA. now called as WAU. he need me to teach the guys, tarian. the old steps that i use to perform during the times we were still in Woodlands CC, which is now WAU is situated at TEck Ghee CC. and because of that, i can't come for the first silat training.

4> there's this girl whom i knew her at anakmelayu.com and i would really like to meet her, but too bad, i just can't find time for a date, also, im going to be bankqrupt everyday, cause i had to use money to buy a few props, bus transport and the competition fees.

but somehow, i have to think positive. not like some people. stress aje, write blogs to let it all out. then the next blog, same thing, stress, and they will write all their problems and telling us how they felt sick and so on. HAAA! if u read this, abih tu terasa ke ape, jgn marah. cos i'm trying let it all out too! hehehe

what i should do right now is, to accomplish whatever i had to do. but i also must make sure that i can divide my time for my activities and my STUDIES and my relaxation. also, i have to make sure that i have friends to help me out on some things if i really can't do it myself. i mean, what are friends are for right? so use them, whenever possible. also, eat right, sleep more hours, always think positive, and lastly, smile!!!!