Ibu

badan aku mcm lemah aje lah petang tadi. actually yg buat badan aku lemah pasal kenapa tau, pasal hati aku. hati aku dicakar oleh 'sang kucing' dan hati aku cedera, menyebabkan badan aku jadi lemah-longlai. aku bukan nak merepek kat sini tau, ni betul2 punya kes. benda macam memang pernah terjadi dlm hidup aku, tapi waktu tu lagi teruk, mata aku sampai berair tak henti2.

nasib baiklah aku ni kuat, aku cuba tahan, walaupun perit, tapi aku tahan. Alhamdullillah, im ok now. but the scars still there, kalau aku ingat balik, pasti berdarah kembali.

that saturday, i met Man and Darny at our lepak place, i asked Man about his friends who took drugs during his secondary school. he told me that they took heroin by injecting using syringe and even do the 'chase the dragon' to other drugs i can't remember what. and he mentioned his friends' name and most of them were malays, so its sad to hear that.
but what i like about the story is that he told me that even these people were suffering, their family members suffered more, and he emphasized more on mothers. to him, ibu lah yg melahirkan anak dan kalau anak buat benda2 tak baik, ibu yg akan dipersalahkan, padahal anak itu sendiri yg memilih jalan yg tidak baik dan kerana itu, ibu yg menderita.

also, i'm gonna use his idea that the new production should try to emphasize more on the mum's sufferings than the son, so that those audience who will be watching will realise that ibu adalah insan yg paling berharga dlm hidup kita kerana beliau lah yg melahirkan kita, beliau lah yg menjaga kita, memberi kita makan dan minum, memberi kita kasih sayang yg sepenuhnya.

wow... dada aku sebak bila mendengar kata2 kawan aku tu, sampaikan mata beliau berair.

oh yah, i wanna say thanks to Man's family for treating me at the Indian restaurant that same day. it was so good, i really love it. hopefully i can go there again.