She's Not For Me, Is She?

just a few days we were together, problems arise. i had to go to her house to resolve the problem with her whole family including her uncles. well, i didn't get scolded though, for making her reaching home after 11pm. i told the truth and i told them it was my fault because i abide the rule.

but it was terrifying, scared, never ever experience this kinda thing. back home, talked to her. she said that, lebih baik putus daripada membebankan aku. dia sayang kan aku sebab itu dia nak putus supaya tak membebankan aku. but i rejected. but she said her life and my life is different. which is true lah. oh yeah, she got said this phrase which i got it a few times already, "you terlalu baik untuk i." bull shit.

so in the end, she said to give ourselves 3 days to think about our relationship. after that, we both will give the answer. today is the second day and i actually miss her. but the more i think about her, the more i think about the consequences that i'll be facing, and that means more problems which may arise.