Perangai Bodoh Aku Tak Hilang2

it was a nice evening yesterday despite of dissapointment looming at beach road cos i cannot get trousers for scdf. most of the colors were different from mine. eh wait, this phrase, "dissapointment looming at beach road" betul ke tidak? aku main letak ajer, padahal aku tak pernah letak, but it came out from my mind ah, dats y i typed it down.

the 'probs' faced by members of andayu were actually small. but because ramai yg 'ter' involve in the situation, dats y it looked as if it was a big thing. but no matter what, it was being cleared, the tide is going down soon, everyone were eager to have this 'probs' solved asap. i told the members, do not make the situation worsened by talking about it again, because its going to be back to normal again but takes time lah. im sure its going to be ok.

anyway, aku tak tau kenapa aku ni malu sangat nak tanya commander aku untuk ditukarkan seluar uniform aku, padahal aku ada 2 hari untuk tanya dorang. perangai bodoh aku ni, sebagai pemalu, masih belum dapat dihilangkan. aku tak mau jadi begini. i really have to face this fear man. buat ape nak malu... betul tak? abih dorang tu garang2 orangnya, sebab tu aku malu dan takut nak tanya! aku tak suka dimarahi atau diteguri dgn secara kasar, mungkin sebab tu lah aku malu nak tanya. tapi commander aku ni baik. tapi commander2 yg lain dlm office tu jer yg garang2. oklah... monday aku gi tanya commander for a change of my trousers. entah macam mana dorang boleh bagi aku size M, sedangkan aku mintak size L.

ok aku dlm beberapa jam lagi aku dah nak chow gi balik camp. monday nak kena ready sebab aku gerenti pasti kena tekan punya.