Who's the Girl, Man?

today had my silat training. i actually had time for silat after all. actually i came for training becos im practicing for silat performance this saturday. im playing the sembat, a long wooden stick. i'll be playing with hidayat. this is my first time playing sembat fighting, and im so excited!

yesterday's practice at teck ghee cc was ok. i brought farizan and adian along becos they wanna try tarian. the girls were practicing the arabic dance, i can see from their faces that they were shy, especially farhana, cos she's always giggling away, hehehe. aisha was great, really drooling and she's wearing short skirt some more, wah, tercabar iman ku. hehehe. after the practice, i ask farizan who do you think were the good looking ones. i was expecting either adeq, farhana, siti or yaya, but he said, aisha and azura. waah, kinda shock for a while, well i guess his taste is different. of cos dat doesn't mean dat i think aisya and azura not gd-looking. for me, aisya is sweet and SEXY, hehehe. azura is cute, in fact, i had a crush on her before! hehehehe. siallah, aku nak bilang satu dunia kape ni... kata blogging apa!

Malu Siak!!!!!

that saturday, morning at 8am, i reached skool. had to get ready for the MCG-Drama orientation at blk E lvl 3. we had to wait until 10 then we started the orientation. we kicked off with simple games like remembering their names, and then we play other fun games, but the thing is, if we lose kena forfeit. i had to overturn my shirt and wear it! the most funniest forfeit was when amalina had to walk near strangers and purposely fell to the ground, hahahah, that was so funny! we also played charade, i grouped them to 3 groups, 2 groups from the freshies, and the other group were the seniors, the freshies did quite well. but the seniors did excellent! much more funnier than Teater Komedi!

after the orientation ends at 12.30 noon, the members of Stage Aura went for practice at lvl 4. we still had to brush up on the dance. the drama was ok. but for me, it was the worst story i've ever made, cos i'm the scriptwriter!!!

the show was at admiralty CC. we got there and had to get ready as soon as possible. so we went to the stage, i was at the back stage with fahmy, playing the guitar, while Rafi's gf hold the mic for us. then it was my turn to go up the stage, i was scared, afraid that i can't remember my lines. but suddenly the lines just went off my mouth. so then we acted out the play, then there's one part that i had to knock their head. I FORGOT TO TAKE THE HAMMER! so what i did was i use the 5 strands of clothes that was part of the props, and hit their heads with that! heheheh, funny siak.

then the play ends with no one, clapping their hands. so we quickly took off our props and get ready our dance. the malay and the indian dance was ok. when it comes to the hip hop dance, it was haywire! i did the wrong moves, the rest forgot their steps! hanisah posed and she lay low, and lost her balance, and she fell. heheheheehehehehe, after that we all ran! yes! we ran from the stage towards the room in the CC! in the room, i remembered that rafi said that he never felt this shame before. even hafiz agreed, i agreed.

well, that's how what happen if we don't have enuff practice.
that's why committment is important. gotta have the comittment to go for practice everyday. then we can become good.

My PC was Fucked! By my Sister!!!!!

i was happily watching tv one night, when suddenly my sis came to me and ask me why the pc cannot detect her mp3 player. she had install the software, she had plugged in the player in the usb port. but pc cannot detect the player. i asked her, what u want me to do. then she said, "ok, i will uninstall and reinstall the software ok?" then she went back into my room.

after a while i went into my room to check what my sis was doing. the Windows had loaded, then suddenly, out of a sudden, the monitor turns into a blue screen. if its a blue screen, that means, there something wrong, real bad! my sis said she did what she told me, i was furious, i just walk off and continue my journey to the television.

after that the show ended, i went to turn on the pc. when the Windows loaded already, it goes to a blue screen, again. i turned angry. i restart, and guess what, the results was the same! i cannot do anything! i was very furious! i just reformat my pc one month ago and now i had to do it again. that's why, i've not been updating my blog for a few days now. long time never check my anakmelayu and friendster some more.

i've reformat and installed windows 98 already. the problem is to download all the important things that i wanna use like Fireworks and Dreamweaver and Office 2000.

everytime my sis use my comp, i feel that something wrong is going to happen. cos this is not the first time that my pc got prob becos of her. there were countable times in the past which i can't remember.

A Trip to The Dead

dat day, i went with farhan to his friends house cos his friend meninggal dunia. when i reached there, there were alot of people downstairs, we went up, there were alot of people standing outside the house, cos there's too many people inside. and so the trip started. after the dead was being cleaned, the ustaz put kain kapan on him, then put kapas on parts of his body. after that, he asked his family members to kissed him on his forehead. that's where you see alot of people shed their tears.

then we went to Pusara Abadi. i watched everything from how his body were put into the hole, until the last piece of land were put on his grave. one of his friends were crying on someones shoulders, he just cannot accept the truth, i can see that. but he was ok after that.

then me and farhan went straight to skool. guess what... we went to PhatNite! i was excited, cos u know me, never went clubbing before, so i wanna see it for myself. we went in, and saw, less people. big space, many guys, too little girls. boring. well too bad. what to do. they made this party for SIT(Skool of IT) students only. thats y ah.

Feverishly Sickening

I've not been sick since the 3 mth holiday. but yesterday, i got a fever, till today, the fever hasn't yet recover. how sucks it feels like when you have a fever. you feel warm, tired, your body is in pain, and you feel the heat from your body, its really not comfortable. also your nose became a water pipe bocor. at anytime the water cannot come out from your nose! suck man! i hate it when that happen. imagine your with a girl, and suddenly she said, "hey, there's water on your nose! hey its dripping!" HHEHEHEE garantee malu punya.

today, i went to MCG room, met aida, i was searching for the white cloths that i and the former RA members used to use for our play for Hari Raya Concert at NYP, last yr. it really brought memories when i touch those cloths. scary memories...

i just did my e-quiz for my second and third attempt at home. shit man, i can't score so high. 1st attempt, 4/10, 2nd attempt, 5/10, 3rd attempt, 6/10. man, i really not good in integration. im gonna suffer for my maths exams if i dun fuck up. (Fuck up?! hehehe)

sekian wabillahi tawakaltu lailahaila hu (?? ape aku baca ni ??)

At Skool, joget, At CC joget lagi

i was doing my e-quiz at ELP when hanisah called me. she asked me where am i. i said i'm at skool. then she said where, cos she's at skool also. so i said i'm at ELP. then she hung up the phone. her tone of her voice sounded like she's unhappy. i tried to find anything and everything what have i done wrong. but i found out i had nothing wrong.

so when i reached Blk E, i went to her. salam, then sit beside her. i didn't say a word. then she asked me, what thing is on my mind right now, cos she wanted to write some thing, cos she's boring. so i said, "i have one word on my mind, anger." then she started scribbling something on her notepad.

then the rest of the stage aura members came. then we went to the Dome to practice. i thought i wanna practice the play first. but instead we practice on the dance steps for our dance for the same show also. it was really difficult and fast! absolutely different from tarian! so it felt so weird for me. but i think its nice. the dance will consists of malay dance, tamil dance but more modern, and the last one is hip hop dance yg akan diiringi dgn lagu hip hop versi cina. (sori ah, dunno how to translate that to english).

after dat i went to Teck Ghee CC. learn arab dance for a few while, which is actually for girls ah, becos alot of gelek2! best, tapi penat. aisya did the dance very nice. it can really make guys drool! then after dat we started to learn the malay dance for the upcoming show in august. its a little bit easy, but still difficult. at least not as difficult as modern hip hop dance. went home with aisya and azura, had a good conversation with them, especially when we talk about RA after the last show, and how and why RA came to Teck Ghee CC.

Jammin' at Simei

today went to Simei, at this factory, where me and my band members were going for a jam session there. when i went in, it looks like a pawn shop. but then i realise it looked like the jam studio at Aljunied. the room we took had big space, so easy for us to run around the area while strumming the guitars.

Our original song we tried to complete it, we were upgrading some tunes and added in some effects to it. And i think its now sounds nice!

i thought that this wednesday, stage aura members can practice the play for the upcoming show. so i message them, telling them that we'll gonna practice hardcore. practice till perfect. the main thing i'm afraid of is, attendance. but i trust them that they will come.

mat nor needed more guys to dance. he called me asking me if i got any guys who wants to dance or not. well, looks like only me and mat nor are the only guys. mat nor wanted to call hafyst, but that time, he didn't come for the audition. so he's afraid that hafyst had no commitment for tarian anymore.

well, problems and more problems. what a life. :)~ so adventurous and challenging, yet dangerous.

So far So Good

ok, tadi training kat admiralty cc, ok ok. seperti biasa ada orang tak datang. memang nak cari maut tu dorang. aku dah kena marah dgn hanisah, sebab aku dtg lambat, dan sebab aku ni orang besar, jadi tak boleh dtg lambat. ape nak buat, dah nasib aku mcm gini. hehehe
thks to u all for accepting my script and my story.

semlm punya Wau! audition was ok. aku ngantuk bila dah nak marghrib. sebab lama jugak kita kat sana, dari pagi lagi. lama tak jumpa budak2 tarian, seperti aisya, azura, adek, farhana, yaya dan siti and not forgetting, yatie! hehe, dia dah berpunya sak! wah baguslah.

jamming just now was good. we tried our new song. i got my own bass tabs for that song! best! lagu gerek! the drums were superb. it really sounds metal, despite having a few glitches.

well, looks like i'm not stress and pressurised anymore. well, maybe a bit maybe becos, our play for stage aura still not complete yet. the music still not yet learnt by our guitarists. story were too short. for props, ok ah. farhan sponsor the money which will be paid by CC later.

Oh Wau!

i was at the school's sports hall, i went there to see the freshies, so far i can see 2 guys with so called muscular body. some looks skinny. others just plain simple. for the girls, well, many tudung girls. but i just can't seem to judge them on their silat abilities. need to have more time for them to train.

i went to see the audition for Wau! Stageclub at teck ghee CC. Mat Nor asked me to go. the stageclub consists of theatre and malay dance. not many ppl went for the auditions. about 7 ppl go for dance auditions, including one indon guy.

for teater, more ppl lah, dunno how many, but not just young adults came for the auditions, pakcik2 and makcik2 pun datang jugak. usia dlm lingkungan 35 - 40 at least.

then i went straight home. nak makan dgn dorang pun aku mcm malu2 ah. dah lah takde duit. hehehe

The End Of Silat For ME?

well, im stressed and quite pressurised. let met tell you why.

1> 24 july i got drama performance at christchurch sec for Stage Aura. its some kind of a Racial harmony Day kinda thing. we had 2 months to prepare, but what happened was, not many came for training, some were still busy, thats y cannot come for training. hanisah had a script, well so called a script dat needs to put more things in. she gave it to one of our member to upgrade the script. but that member didn't do his job, thus wasting our time coming to training without any script to practice. so when hanisah called and said that she had family problems and she presurrised, i felt pity for her. so i made a plan.

i made a new script, a new story. its going to be abstract-drama. but its going to be difficult. Props costs money. and not many members may want to contribute money for it. also, i'm afraid if my storyline is bad. im not good in english, so im afraid of my script too. but at least i had ideas what to act and how to act, so called i had the choreography.

2> every sunday, i had to go jamming to practice for the competition, Battle of The Bands. so i had to use some time to create and learn the tabs for my bass.

3>mat nor called me to help out for RA. now called as WAU. he need me to teach the guys, tarian. the old steps that i use to perform during the times we were still in Woodlands CC, which is now WAU is situated at TEck Ghee CC. and because of that, i can't come for the first silat training.

4> there's this girl whom i knew her at anakmelayu.com and i would really like to meet her, but too bad, i just can't find time for a date, also, im going to be bankqrupt everyday, cause i had to use money to buy a few props, bus transport and the competition fees.

but somehow, i have to think positive. not like some people. stress aje, write blogs to let it all out. then the next blog, same thing, stress, and they will write all their problems and telling us how they felt sick and so on. HAAA! if u read this, abih tu terasa ke ape, jgn marah. cos i'm trying let it all out too! hehehe

what i should do right now is, to accomplish whatever i had to do. but i also must make sure that i can divide my time for my activities and my STUDIES and my relaxation. also, i have to make sure that i have friends to help me out on some things if i really can't do it myself. i mean, what are friends are for right? so use them, whenever possible. also, eat right, sleep more hours, always think positive, and lastly, smile!!!!

"Take Off Your Shorts!"

for the second time, i had to go for medical checkup at CMPB. i went there alone. i was kinda scared cos i'm afraid if i were going to do something stupid, or i may did something wrong. went inside, i met 2 guards with a really cool gun. i hand them my medical checkup letter and my ic. he looked, and said, "ok u can go." Wow! that time i was afraid if he will ask something that's difficult for me to answer. instead he didn't. Yeah!

it was raining. the stairs were wet. and my slippers got no warranty card. so i may slip anytime.

at the medical screening centre, my eyes, were checked by normal optical doctors. then the ear test, i had to wear a headphone, when a beep sound is heard, i had to raise my hand. then my teeth, this doctor push my mouth skin here and there, trying to check my teeth on the back,i heard from the dentist that one of my tooth that were being called as a number, were infected! whatsup with that, man!

then came the most boring screening of all, waiting for your turn to go and meet the doctor who will going to check your birdie! i had to wait for like, forever!

anyway, i think its fun. its my first time going there alone, without my mum or my friends.

Crawling at the Atrium

today at the atrium (blk A), we had the first day of Club Crawl. Our show was kinda draggy. The opening were average. the ganda (3 guys vs 2 girls) were not good, not aggresive enuff. Our billboard was the same as last year. but during the "showing off the billboard", we just look kinda stupid though. SuB became the Raja, and me with others were the guards. we hormat and then Fad and Mizi did some seni movements, Aisya did the talking.

after the club crawl ended, we had 42 registration forms filled! can't wait for tomorrow! maybe we can go as high as 100 i think! also the opening (jurus tunggal)had been beautify by Ed, well, 2 heads are better than one. after for 2 times of practice for the opening by me alone (with some help from Hidayat and Anuar Gegerl), finally, Ed gave some discipline to the pesilats, and put in more things for our opening after the show. Thanks Ed.

oh yeah, when we were performing the opening, Adeq and the other 2 girls from RA or NYP-MCG were there and cheered us, Thanks! shit man. i cannot remember their names. i only remember Adeq. the other 2 i cannot remember their names! but i knew them well! sorry eh? my memory not good lah.

First Day Of Skool... Ok ah

first lesson, maths lecture. i went in, and saw an empty seat on the back, YES AH! i love to sit on the back. after i settled down. i saw this girl whom i knew at NYP-MCG. i said hi, then this guy beside her gave his hand to me and was mumbling something to me, too bad, i can't here what he said. i shake his hand and said, Amacam! dah lama tak nampak kau kat silat, Adam.

Damn! can't remember how to do integration! Pelan2 kayuh ah!

after i finish skool, i met Khairil and Firman. lepak at Aik Leong Cafe as usual. Firman belanja me and Khairil 2 cups of drinks, each! thanks man! As usual, we talk nonsense. absolutely nonsense. but its fun... really.

went straight to judo room, practice our Jurus Tunggal. this time we made the formations for the opening show for Club Crawl'04, Jurus Tunggal. i made this domino style whereby one by one, the person will kick and do the sapuan. nice!

i saw our booth at the atrium, its near the left escalator, which is good. so more people can pass by our booth. but it doesn't look attractive. Haha! Well what to do. The main thing right now is, tomorrow's show. i hope that our opening jurus tunggal looks good. i have confidence on the ganda, 3 guys vs 2 girls. very interesting. people likes to watch people fighting, dats why i ganda always got the loudest applause.

New Semester, New me?

Club Crawl at NYP is coming. its time for silat NYP to have a bigger and freshly baked army!!!! i hope we can get more guys because girls dah bagus dah. in the 3 IVP silat comps, NYP's puteri were more dominant. i can't remember how many Golds the women got at NUS, but at SP, women got 3 Golds, at NTU, they got 3 Silvers! so for the next IVP, its time for the guys to dominate lah!

For this semester, i have 3 modules only. Gerenti Syiok! the earliest class at 10am. the rest of the day, i can sleep all the way till 11am! best! i think i wanna make full use of the swimming pool ah. i think i wanna go swimming every day, after 4pm. amcam gerek? hehehe

since i got 3 modules, i think i wanna aim for A. u think i can or not?

"YES YOU CAN, WAK!!!!!!!!!"

also, i wanna aim for something else too. something quite important. i think i wanna find someone ah. i think i wanna find a girlfriend, permanently. Yeah. i think i want a Nurse ah. Yeah, i think nurse is good. hehehe!!!

Besok Skola!!!!!!!!!!!!