A Sad Tale Abt Love; my 100th post

i dun wanna tell you what me and my friends did at Lucky Plaza and Geylang yesterday. my friend here had a hard time that day. a girl he likes so much send a message saying my friend must move on. he was so sad because he had promise himself that he wanted to wait for her. sadly, the wait had to end that day.

i had almost the same kind of problem last time which was solved with tears. i like a girl that i met for the first time because she was so sweet and cute. first day we met, she held me close by my shoulders. well i thought maybe she the manja type, but i was like in Heaven! and from that day onwards, i fell in love with her. the next day, i went to her school at the other end of Singapore just to meet her. we met, and we had our first kiss. it was beautiful... i was like so in love with her, i cannot stop thinking about her. i held her so close, dun wanna let her go. but after a few days we met, my handphone was quiet. so i message her, no answer. i called, she's not answering . i waited for so long to get her till one day, i asked why she's doing this to me. she said she got no feelings for me. i cried on the phone and off the phone. it was difficult to forget her. instead, i hate her. but the problem is, the more i hate her, the more i kept thinking of her. the more i can't forget about her! and thats dangerous. so i decided to stop thinking about her and move on. what an experience i had.

so friend, do not let your anger out towards her just because she got no feelings for you. let this incident be a good experience for if it happens again one day, you know how to react.

A Trip To Geylang 2004 part Two

Now lets talk about Geylang 2004. do you realise that there are still a few places that can rent a shop? there were a few tempat kosong to rent a place to shop at the bazaar near Aida's shop and at level one Joo Chiat bazaar there. that shows few sellers don't wanna take risks and rent a shop there, either their barang-barang gerenti tak laku or not many customers going to spend alot this hari raya season.

i saw many baju kurung2 last year punya! Wa lau! wanna recycle ah?! maybe baju kurung shops at bazaar wanna sell old designs can close one eye lah. but boutiques at Joo Chiat and Tanjong Katong Complex were selling old designs! "Ni semua pattern lama ni!" my mum said while pointing at this kebaya at a shop at Joo Chiat. i was like at first felt bad for these Malay sellers. but my mum said again, "dorang tak buat byk duit waktu bukan bulan puasa, macam mana nak beli stock2 baru kan." Awwwwwwwww... felt so sorry for these Malay sellers. well, dats fate.

Mat2 and Minah2, saw a few of them. Minah2 sexy? well, ok ok ah. Minah2 jambu? well for me normal ah. don't have the very2 sweet one or the very2 cute2 one. all like normal2 like dat. the Mamats were just merely faggots ah, walking around with their girlfriends, smoking. dats about it. nothing much. nothing interesting.

Anak2 dara. O yeah! there were a very few of them that day. but there's this one girl, a seller at level one Joo Chiat. she's HOT!!!! and sweet looking i guess, i didn't really check her face ah.

alot of little girls trying to be minah2 dat day. Eeeeeeeee! muka macam orang2 melayu East! ahahah!

well, i guess Geylang is still the best place to go during Ramadhan. in the evening and night is good for satanic malays who wanna go there to just Makan Dendeng, Tengok Pompuan!. for the malay muslims, its wise you go during the day. Beware of your eyes at all times yah! mata pun kena puasa dok!

A Trip To Geylang 2004 part One

finally i got to go to geylang. went out with my family. first let me tell you what we had done there.

first stop, City Plaza. went to the just open 2nd Chance there. there were many people. a few interesting baju kurung lelaki but expensive. my sister and my mum complained about something that happen there. both of them were looking at some baju kurung pompuan when they smell someone farted! my sis said the smell was so bad, as if the person never shit for many days!

then went to tanjong katong complex. i saw this yellowish white baju kurung with very light little circles all over the baju. i like it, its only $20. but i wanna go searching for more baju kurung first.

bought a chapal for me and my bro at the Kampung Melayu bazaar. man, i love chapal, it makes me feel tall! i saw Aida's shop 'Munawarrah' shop no. 38 it was not difficult to find her shop. but i don't see Aida there, but i think i saw her sister instead. i didn't really look around that shop cos we were about to go to mosque for Asar, buka, and Maghrib.

had bubur and nasi briyani for buka at Masjid Khalid. before that we past the Masjid Taha near masjid khalid's back entrance. i saw the arabic word 'Muhammad' and 'Allah' near the mosque entrance inside. there's this sign dat says, "Masjid Taha - Jemaat Ahmadiyyah......" someting like dat. beside the sign shows the 2 kalimah syahadat in arabic. and it read, "la illa ha illallah, Muhammada rasullullah".

after the prayers, i went out the entrance. then my bro said why i'm bringing the masjid's songkok that i borrowed. i put my red slippers at the entrance and went in. after dat i go to the entrance and i don't see my red slippers anymore. Fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was so furious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! good thing, i had my new chapal.

went to Joo Chiat, nothing interesting. just people and some hundred dollars baju kurung pompuan. we went back to tanjong katong complex and said hello to Azura and Aisyah (former Remaja Artistik member, now Wau!), bought the $20 baju kurung dat i've eyed and went home.

Jalan Raya : Good and Bad

while me and nazrin and izad were waiting for the food for buka puasa, we talked about jalan raya. me and nazrin suggest we go just a few of us, about 5 like dat. i dun wanna go jalan raya with all the silat nyp people. last year, i went with them, it was boring. too many people, some houses cannot go, had to cancel, my house was cancelled. kinda dissappointed ah. so i think this year, me, nazrin and izad will go with maybe ed and suzi. or with wan, zila and haz.

now dats about jalan raya with silat nyp members. how about jalan raya with mcg members? now that one i really looking forward to. but i dun wan them to go to my house because too many people. heikal said, there may be about 12 people for the jalan raya. i think there will be more. dangerous for my house! not because my house is small, but takut tak terlayan. nanti mak dan nenek aku rasa serba salah. dats why they dun like too many people to come to my house.

oh yeah, you know what i hate about going jalan2 raya? when your close friend went jalan raya with a partner. abih sape nak layan aku?! my objectives to go jalan raya is to have fun with friends. not to walk together with other couples! unless both members i knew ok lah like rafi and idah or nasir and his gf or friends yg dah kenal-kenalkan mata air nya before the jalan raya. but if some of your friends bring someone i dunno, macam tak sedap ah. takde click ah beb. i wanna talk2 to my friend but his mata air takut tak terlayan pulak. so fuck dat!

once , i went out with my secondary skool mates few years back. mostly all of them were couples!!! kepala butuh ah! i can't remember aku layan dengan sape. but i remembered it was one of the worst jalan raya ever! sakit siak hati aku!!!!! puki betul! kalau nak jalan raya dgn mata air, tak payah nak ikut dgn gang2 ah! gi sorang! kalau nak jalan2 raya dgn members2, takkan nak bawak orang luar kan. ape, korang nak show off yg pompuan kau tu banyak jambu ape! lu kasi kita isap lu peh pompuan ah, jadi boleh kita mengeratkan lagi silaturrahim!

whats good about jalan raya? i can talk2 with friends, we can joke around, we can laugh together, we can talk about topics dat had got to do with us and so on. dat is why jalan raya are merely for close friends wanting to get together and go one another's house to meet their parents and show off their rooms, introduce their favorite toys and show us their old pictures and school photos. but if one of them bring his girlfriend along, what will happen? itu member tak akan terlayan dan tak akan kita layan. dats y itu pompuan either jangan ikut kalau tidak, kenduri ah! hehheheeh...merepek ah aku ni...

Far east Plaza lvl 5 - 1 out of 5 Stars

this saturday i went to far east plaza to buka puasa. it was 6.15 and it looked Puncak restaurant not manyu people. sekali kena tipu lah. the tables had this sign "Reserved". Damn! no place to sit, i found one stall kecik near Puncak. ate nasi ayam sambal ($3) and air putih. So guys, if u wanna go there, go there very2 early or better still don't go there. i dunno how they can reserve the tables ah, maybe they came early and asked for reservation i guess.

anyway all the restaurants there are packed. there were still a few people waiting outside. terrible ah beb.

Buka At Tekka - 4 out of 5 stars

Yesterdy i went out with Nazrin go NYP to take his diploma. there we accidently met Wan and Zila. they actually wanna go jalan2 at Bishan but we would like to go somewhere else. so i tot lets play pool at Paradiz Centre (Dhoby Ghaut).

Earlier, me and Nazrin were discussing about where to eat for buka. so nazrin gave his ideas: Adam Road, Newton. Damn! i hate those two places. adam road, actually never been there but i read this article about adam road that the food is expensive. Newton, well that place is smelly! full of birds' shit! dats y very smelly. i once schooling at madrasah near there, so i walk past there for like too many times. but the place is smelly and the food actually expensive too!

so i gave my ideas: Bedok (malay area, gerenti pack), Tekka (only Indian food, may be pack), Bt Panjang Banquet (nice food, cheap, but may be pack becos Jelapang area now got many fucking malays! Damn!).

During buka, we ate at Tekka. not dat pack, still got a few places to sit. me and nazrin ate $2.50 Ayam Briyani at Deen's Stall. cheap and nice! Wan and Zila ate roti nan, fuuh the curry power lah! it was a good buka dat day.

then wan, nazrin and me go lepak at Fat Bird(singapore river near boat quay). too bad we miss one more member, izad. i didn't know dat Wan wanted to be in the nursing course doing the surgeonist or something like dat. he wanted to be a paramedic too. but too bad, he couldn't get nursing, dats what he said. Wow... i guess these guys really had their own bizarre dreams of career.

Oh Waktu Malamku - Puisi #2

oh indahnya malam,
di warnai kelipan bintang2 ~
oh indahnya bulan,
begitu terang seterang hari siang ~
oh tidurlah sayang,
makin kuyu mata ayumu ~
oh Tuhan,
ku mohon ampun dan restu ~
jikalau malam,
esok siang tiada ganti

Disbanded, Boring, Artsy

do you know, my band, Clockwork Seven, has totally disbanded? at first yusry, is and azmi wanna out of the band few months ago. then a few weeks ago, izzam sms me and said he dun wanna play for the band anymore. then after that, yusry sms me to join his other band. but i said no. i said i'm tired, not interested anymore. the thing is, i've had waste alot of time with club activities that i dun have time for my rest sometimes. i'm in the drama club for NYP,i'm busy with the dance club(but now i tend to skip their practices, cos i'm lazy seriously.) so i thought i should'nt have another group activity, play in a band. no more. two is enough for me. tired you know. internal body very tired! that's how bad it is.

bulan ramadhan ni aku rasa boring. sebab aku ada dua peperiksaan dlm beberapa hari lagi. lepas tu, i'll left with nothing. i'm not gonna find work, cos i dunno how to find work and i dunno how to ask for work. so i'll be wasting alot of time at home. good thing drama practices are on most all weekdays from 8 nov till the production time. so at least i'm not going to be stuck at home playing MU or Rollcage or Ghost Recon, or maybe SimCity 3 or The Sims! damn! i got no new games! boring nya!!!! so sad.....

just now my bro ask me if i wanna play bass for his punk band? i said ok! i think its gonna be fun. i just wanna see my bro play the drums ah. see how good he is. damn, he can play the guitar and now he can play the drums, this guy really good at playing instruments ah. or should i say my bro ada darah seni, mcm aku jugak(all-rounder, anything can do), mcm mak nya jugak(former malay dancer), mcm my sis jugak(acting very good!). Wow! this shows dat arts is part of our life. without arts, the life will become dull to live in. sweet...

Can't Go Prayers, Traffic Jam!

jam map 

the map consists of red line and blue line. the blue line shows how long the traffic jam is. the red line shows where i board the bus 170 in the middle of the road and had to walk all the way to woodlands. had to stop at woodlands point because no time to go to An-Nur Mosque. teruk beb, many people who wanna go back to johor board the buses and walk all the way to the check point. near the junction, the vehicles just past the red lights, blocking the other vehicles especially the public buses to pass through to woodlands old interchange there.
haiz...

Double Cheeseburger, First Time!

First time i was shivering while doing my e-comm test. never felt so scared when doing a test or exam. for this test, i must get 75 out of 100 so that overall i'll get 50%, and that is a pass for this module. or else, i'll have to come back to nyp for one semester just to do that module!

i got fever, im sick. damn i hate fever. i'm sweating rite now. tomorrow i have to wake early for my sahur, damn. i still haven't do my project, damn! i got 2 more weeks before my 2 exams, still got time, hehe.

had a chat with firman and darny at Bt Panjang Plaza. that day, it was my first time i ate a MacD's double cheeseburger. i mean it, first time for 21 yrs, think so ah. becos for a long time i've not taste any MacD's food. expensive ah, no money. eh, wait a minute, just few days ago, i ate MacD's breakfast meal with my sis. well, oklah, not too long. mostly, i ate free MacD's food from my friends leftovers. damn... Anyway the double cheeseburger taste like cheeseburger, unfortunately, same size as cheeseburger.

i haven't tried many of Burger kings burgers. when i got alot of money, then i'll go and try it.

The GoalKeeper Sucks Sial!

had a football match at jurong west, near Yuan Ching Sec Sch. i played for arrafi's team, many of them i knew like farhan, nazmie, eysham, heikal, zaki. i was so excited to play goalkeeper, long time never play lah becos usually i play defender with Khairil's team. and what a match!!

we lose 7-1 rite? can't remember how many goals the opponents put it in. my fault? well some of the goals ah: the opponent heads the ball towards the goal from a very good crossing. i catch the ball! but... somehow, the balls slips from my 2 hands, the ball dropped, i thought i wanna pick it up but the ball dropped near my side foot and it went into the goal... hahhahahaaa, fuck me!!!!!!!!!! another problem was not enuff defence, we had 10 man at the start of the game, then eysham had a leg cramp in the middle of 2nd half, left 9... thats where the opponents took the advantage and scored more goals.

for a long time never had friends came to bt panjang and eat with me. rafi, idah, eysham, heikal, farhan and nazzmie went to GreenRidge Shopping Centre's Banquet after the football match. syiok ah. even though its not for long but i enjoyed eating out with you all at my territory, bt panjang.

actually dat day i wanna go tarian practice, but tak sempat. but i thought, let me finish my E-Comm common test first which is on coming Wed then i'll proceed back with my usual after school schedule.

Wage War with 2 Silat NYPians

Warning: for those who read this blog and don't understand a thing, go and play Generals: Zero Hour, its the best game ever, serious!

Oh yeah! me and firman were really good. the silat nyp team consists of zainal and shahrul(year one), and we played 2 games of Generals: Zero Hour. And what an easy win for my team. first game, we stole almost all the oil derricks in that map and thus we are in control of the game, we got more money than them! i just build the bazookas and send them to the enemy's base, while some of them were fighting, i was on the way to build a new regiment of bazookas! had to send a few avengers too cos the enemy were trying to destroy my bazookas using fighter planes and helicopters.

the second game was the same thing, we took all the oil derricks. but this time, they build more defences. quite alot of my Chinese tanks were destroyed because of the tank destroyers in the bunks, built around the enemy's base. but since we got more money than them due to the oil derricks, we built and built armies of tanks, helicopters and gattling tanks. around the end of the game, me and firman were helping each other, like this one time, firman's helicopters were busy destroying the tanks, then i saw the enemy's gattling tanks coming towards that battle field, very dangerous for his helicopters. i told him to retreat, then i push my tanks to destroy the gattling tanks. Sweet!

i hope we can play again. its really fun to play with a partner and then challenge another team of 2 in Generals. i love Command & Conquer games.

Sri Lang The Guinea Pig, Died...

after i went back home from the unofficial drama practice at nyp, my mum told me the sad news. Sri Lang, my pet guinea pig, had died. i think in the afternoon. i was sad to hear dat. the last time i was playing with Sri Lang was yesterday. i got the chance to feed him yesterday. scrubbed his body too. well, i hope my dad is alright cos he loved Sri Lang very much, dats why he always took care of Sri Lang everyday, never miss its morning and afternoon feeding time. he also cleaned its cage too, something dat i don't dare to do it because i don't like to clean shit or something dats yucky. Sri Lang can even recognize my dad's voice cos when my dad called its name, Sri Lang will squeak! cute eh...


Sri Lang 


my mum said dat my dad was there while Sri Lang had its last breath. he saw the little cutie nazak, macam sesak2 nafas gitu. my dad rubbed its body gently while saying some prayers. when it died, my dad said that Sri Lang's face look beautiful. nampak cantik, i think dats a sign dat Sri Lang died in peace and maybe it sees Heaven, i guess.

Rest In Peace little cutie...

i wanna study film, sound & video.

wat a night. went out with naz and hazirah. actually me and nazrin only wanna go out but hazirah called, she's bored wanna go out. we went to Paradiz Centre to play pool. $6 per hour. had a really good game with them, got a few wins against them.

went to far east plaza, we ate. had a TomYam Soup for dessert, fuuh, sedap! kenyang gila! then we lepak and talk about what we wanna do in the future, as usual my future is to continue study to do film, sound & video. hazira wanna go ahead with nursing while nazrin wanna pursue in Indie music. he's really serious about his music and his band, dats y he said he wanna go for drum course. good luck to u all, including me!

as for me, i still wanna study. i started to really wanna do filming after i watch malay dramas in Suria. i blogged about this thing before, so if u wanna more,
click here (Sat, Feb 28 2004).

Website Has Approved!

just about to go out with Nazrin. don't know go where but i must make sure i'm having fun today, because after dat, i have to study very hard for my 3 modules i'm doing this year. final semester already!

yesterday had kenduri at my pakcik house at tampines (near temasek poly). nothing happen there. so no need to tell you any story.

ok Pusaka Seni Website is up, but, not yet open to public. i've got approval by the Pusaka Seni President, Heikal, and he said the website is ok. so what the website needs right now are contents (heikal wanna do dat), pictures (i don't have any!) and other related stuffs like contacts and links.
Website Pusaka Seni

Nurul Manis Orangnya

just finish playing 'The Sims.' quite fun actually. had redo their house to make it a litle bit big and spacy. next time i'll put some pictures of that house in my blog ok...

im very sleepy, at the same time i dun wanna switch off the computer cos its fun to surf the internet. alot of things you can do in the internet. i frequently visit to www.newgrounds.com to cheack out new flash cartoons or games. if some of u knoe about this website, its the best Flash Portal ever where you can find many types of cartoons, funny, gothic, death, sexy Flash, all u can find there.

*yawns....* shit. i wanna go to sleep. just now Man told me that he's playing MU onlinew at 3am, soon after watching starsky and hutch. oh yeah, Man, aku ada tiga kaki yg minat main LAN ah. tadi kalau tidak aku dpt main Zero Hour dgn dorang, 2 vs 2 all human game. gerenti syiok. tapi some of them sibuk. tapi tu tak penting LAN-Gaming centre tak lari punya. eh tak bleh lah tahan mata aku ni. oh yer Heikal, Nurul Huda manis orangnya bila aku lihat gambarnya di Friendster, Oh yea. hehehe