Afiqq Blog

26 January 2006

Miss Work I Guess

today is my second leave day. the whole day yesterday i was thinking about work. i just felt like there's something wrong and i should go back to work like that. well of cos my in charge had granted me with the 2 day leave that i asked for. but till today, i felt weird not going to work ah.

maybe because at home i got nothing to do. in fact i was at home all the way, playing computer games, watch tv. so boring. then got a call by someone i just knew. it was a nice conversation even though i had difficulties trying to get what she was trying to say because most of the time she mumbled when she talked.

25 January 2006

Lepak, lepak and more lepak

went out with my old silat nyp mates. the weirdest thing was we always talked about silat nyp when we always met. and last night we talked about it again. of cos the best times were the most interesting ones. but there was one part i felt kinda sad. after i started my attachment in 2003, i joined MCG. and from there, i tend to use more time in MCG practices than silat practices until i stopped going for silat practice and focus more on performances for MCG. at that point of time, i didn't give time for my old silat nyp mates. so that night they were talking about their times when they were together, with some of the new silat mates, what they had been doing, flings, friendship became love, love became hatred all of it. i felt left out lah. can't imagine so long i left them.

then we actually wanted to go home and since we still had some time, we sat near a park and talked about childhood! it was fun lah talking about the times when we were small. i couldn't imagine my mates were really naughty, fierce, daring while my life as a kid sucked. i could not go down to play at the playground, i was timid, easily got bullied, even when i was a prefect in my secondary school years, i kena bullied when i was sec 1. heheeh...

22 January 2006

me too soft...

yesterday's nyp open house was ok. had to wait for the symphony band and the guitar club to finish playing before i could watch the tarian and dikir barat, it was their fault for reporting late, that's why the band and the guitarists took their slots.

first time i watched tarian joget using the payung. so sexy and lembut. nice. the dikir performance, the awok2 and the songs all good but lack discipline, too 'noisy' when the juara was singing the intro.

anyway, i went for the drama practice after the show. the basic training was the best despite one of them was attacked by asthma after we had a break. it was scary because i never experienced that kind of situation before. but the part when the crazy girl went to the asthmatic victim and helped her by asking her to breath slowly, breath deeply, that was cool man. the crazy girl was like an angel. such a beauty. anyway she's from nursing.

went to work, at nite got a problem becos some of the guards went to their office to relax instead of stationed at the guard room and the assistant duty officer didn't know, then he tried to find them and called ops room. he asked me if i had given them the office key because they were not supposed to be inside the office after office hours. he thought i was the one who gave them the key to open the office door. damn it, then next morning, supposed to finish at 8am, i waited till 8.30am for the next rota to come in. called both of them. one had urgent leave, the other overslept. so had to cover for them till 9.15am++ fed-up sia!!!! hmm... am i too soft? that's why these people can just bully me easily and take advantage of me...?

so now i only have 5 hours left before i go back to work again at 6pm.

18 January 2006

Wanita Idamanku

went out with my silat friend yesterday. met at national library and talked about work; the different kinds of beings, the gila pangkat, the siaow2, the joker, the lazy bummer, all kinds of them we can find in the working life. sometimes its fun to have these kind of people, but when some of them get into our nerves, it can really hurt.

we didn't know where to go so we just walk around from the national library to city hall when suddenly we thought about where to eat. first we decided cheaper food. then we decided to eat something thats plenty. so we decided pizza hut. went to marina square's pizza hut and the malay lady that ushered us to the table was really cute. and i couldn't stop looking at her. it was an excellent dinner that nite.

then we relax2 at esplanade, but we decided to go to phat bird because its nearer to the river bank. my friend wanted to write a lyric so she asked me about what kind of girl that i like. and what was an astonishment when i read the lyrics that she wrote for about 10 minutes or so.

Wanita Idamanku

sering aku bayangkan
ciri-ciri wanita idaman
wujudkah dia
di ufuk dunia ini

ku damba pujukan manja
ketawa riang
seiringi telatah selamba
mencuit hati bersama

aku ingin mendengar
cerita-ceritamu
apa saja yang dibentangkan
relaku kongsi berdua
setakat ingin mendengar suaramu

sudikah kau menyayangiku
sepenuh jiwa raga
memulih kepiluan hati
sendirian tanpa penghuni

17 January 2006

kan chiong ah you

i tumpang my sis to bt panjang plaza with my bicycle. arrived there i realised my back tyre pancit! thanks ah, fat sister...

got a little scolding from my captain at the ops room. well i've learnt my mistakes. in fact this is not the first time lah. but i see it as something positive, because the more mistakes i learn the more experienced i will be and thus the lesser i become kan chiong. the only problem is the kan chiong-ness of some duty officers. these bunch of people will tend to ask many questions which sometimes difficult for me to explain. so they may thought that i'm not experienced enough and thus they will become more kan chiong.

14 January 2006

Malay Guy With a Blue Bike, My Trademark

alamak... becos of the wet weather, my pants were dirty, patches of mud, drenched with rainwater. dat sucks cos its not the rain's fault, its my bicycle. the tyres, while on the move, will eventually carry the water from the ground and splashed upwards, causing my lower part of my pants to get patches of mud and getting it all dirty and wet. no matter what, i still love u bikey and i will continue riding it no matter what weather's gonna come.

well just now i happened to see my friend at the road junction near bt panjang plaza. long time no see, finally got to see her again. its funny that i almost recognized her from behind cos while i was passing behind her, i remembered the greenish cloth tied onto her handbag but i dare not confronted her, afraid it might be someone else. well instead she came to me and said hi. its like a trademark for her cos no matter where she goes, she always brings that with her. nice eh some people got their own trademark to remember by. i think my trademark will be my blue bicycle man. cos i always ride that thing whenever i wanna go to the bus stop at the main road of bukit panjang. so if u happen to be at bukit panjang and u saw this malay guy riding a blue bicycle, that could be me. cos that's my trademark.

13 January 2006

Budu or Bodoh?

yesterday nite went out with my friend to arab street, eat at this place called sultan cafeteria. its not a nice place ah, decor was plain n simple but the songs played were the reason why we went there cos they played malay love songs. and of cos the main topic we talked about that nite was about relationships.

then this nite went out with CD friends. just 2 members, eat at the $2.50 kopi tiam lucky plaza level 6. now the price had gone up from $2 to $2.50!!! That sucks. oh yeah i realised that quite a number of malay young couples ate at lucky plaza there eh... maybe its cheaper, especially good for the guy whose going to pay for his girl's food and drinks.

then played pool there. i dominated and won 3-1 in a 2 player pool match. or is it 4-1? 4 times i shot the white ball and went out of the table.

checked out new cds at HMV. Lamb of God - Killadelphia was powerful and its live some more! i like that one. Chimaira's new album was not that interesting as their last album. i think i have to listen to it again ah.

then we went off to peninsular, went to the metal cd shop. expensive ah... average price there was $29.90 cos its rare and difficult to find except this shop.

my friend said that "kanak2 budu" is a bahasa pasar and many malay people has now use it. it means newbies. i never heard of it till now. i checked the Kamus Dewan 3rd Edition for the word, budu. it actually means ikan masin kering. so kanak2 budu is kanak-kanak ikan masin kering.

11 January 2006

My Ability, Can Make Money?

from just now, i'v been talking to myself... i felt like a crazy guy. its not actually talking to myself, i create a scene in my brain where i was talking to someone, then i'm the one who'll do the script-writing for me and that other someone. so i was like talking to that person ah. then that person also talking to me, using my own scripts though... what if, i can use this ability and make money?! haa...! must check myself out man... must try must try

'tak kenal maka tak cinta' this phrase is it totally true? its true lah, if u dunno that person, how would u going to like that person rite? but my friend said that love can happen in many ways so even if i do not know that person, i can still fall in love with her, but in a different way, which only God knows how. hmm... well not that i'm in love with someone or what right now, no no... just felt like releasing myself for a while.

Why So Much Rain? Info From NEA

North-East Monsoon Season - December to early March

Northeast winds prevail, sometimes reaching 20 km/h. Cloudy conditions in December and January with frequent afternoon showers. Spells of widespread moderate to heavy rain occur lasting from 1 to 3 days at a stretch. Relatively drier in February till early March. Also generally windy with wind speeds sometimes reaching 30 to 40 km/h in the months of January and February.

WEATHER OUTLOOK FOR NEXT FORTNIGHT

During the first fortnight of the year 2006, moderate Northeast Monsoon should continue to prevail in the region. Singapore is likely to experience generally windy condition.

The weather in Singapore should still be mostly wet. Moderate to heavy showers, mainly in the afternoon and early evening are likely on 6 to 7 days. In addition, widespread rain can also be expected on 1 to 2 days, due to moist unstable air-stream of the Northeast Monsoon.


For more info click here.

10 January 2006

my mum kanchiong spider!

we were at the mosque becos our kambing is gonna get slaughtered with niat Nazar, dat means the meat cannot be eaten by us. must give to other people like neighbours or friends.

the orang masjid was very organised, got the queue number, then went to the kambing area, touch the kambing, then watch the kambing got slaughtered, then wait for the kambing to be cut into pieces.

my dad was helping out on the weighing of the meat to be put into plastic bags. those are free meat that i will be collecting it after Zuhur prayers while my small bro was helping out on the hanging slaughtered kambings there with his friends. syiok seh... never got the chance to volunteer helping out during Korban... no close friends in bt panjang, what to do... haiz...

so while waiting, my mum was kinda kanchiong spider, tis pakcik shout the number 29. but our number was 28, so my mum raised up her hand. alamak! bingit dok. the pakcik see the card number, not ours, and asked to wait. then i whispered to my mum, "mak, kalau mak kanchiong lagi, abang dgn adik balik." straight to the point. then when the pakcik shout the number 28, my mum was like kanchiong gila nak bagi itu card number to collect the meat, like as if the kambing will run away like dat. alamak...

About work, good thing my new partner help me to cover me for tonite's nite shift. then new year's eve, i will cover for him so that he can go for his reunion dinner.

07 January 2006

$0 handphones my favourite

k people, check out my photo albums and videos at afiqq.multiply.com
i will be using that website to put up new photos and hopefully more videos too.

well, finally i felt that i've used my 2 off days very well. played X-Box at my frend's house, went out to eat at bt gombak with some of the mcg members. yesterday i've been checking out some price plans for starhub, singtel and m1 in the internet(God bless the Internet!). starhub looks more convincing. then i search for some handphone promotions. looks like i can get a Samsung phone for $0 if i subscribe starhub's line. but some said that samsung easy to get spoiled. of cos i prefer nokia lah. and i just wanna search for $0 handphones only. i dun mind if its not that good or if they have lesser functions.

03 January 2006

Rocket Balloon 1995

haaa... aku ada satu idea yg bodoh time aku primary skool. in fact time aku primary 6 waktu tu, tahun 1995, aku dah experiment it and it works. its actually a project called balloon rocket. i will blow the balloon, attached a straw on top, then the straw u put a string so as the balloon is realeased, it will travel folowing the string line.

then i try something else, that rocket balloon, i put a needle on the front of the balloon. then i attached another balloon at the end of the string, i put few bits of aluminium inside. so i released the rocket balloon, it travels all the way to the end, and the needle eventually poked at the stationary balloon and it exploded, releasing out the bits of aluminium. wow...

i tot i wanna try that if i were to have a birthday party or something. too bad i was too young to have a party and my family don't do parties.

Dah Lah Tu, Fiq...

walaupun aku tak mau ada perasaan terhadapnya, tapi dlm diam2, aku tak dpt hilangkan bayang2 nya. aku masih ada sedikit perasaan terhadapnya. akhirnya, ia pasti akan berakhir hari ini, kerana dia sudah pun berpunya. i am happy for her but at the same time, i am now in a situation where my mind is not totally focused and this is where my feelings are easily gonna control my body, and dat is not a good thing. badan aku macam rasa menggigil sedikit. dats where i realised i still have feelings for her even though i tried to get rid of it. dah lah, tahun baru, buku hidup pun mesti mau baru jugak.

02 January 2006

Tunggang Terbalik lah Lu Peh English!

this is it lah. i want to organize something big. not too big but enjoyable enuff for me and my friends. money is the main thing here. but most importantly, i've got to plan it out first. dat is the most important thing to do.

it was kinda weird that none of my friends called me to go out, lepak2, watch fireworks or at least go kedai kopi watch english premier league, well except one of my police friend. but he went out with his girl, so for what i wanna sibuk2 kan?
so none of them man. i know some of them are working. feel so sorry for them. but is that the only reason? im very sure many of them went out with their hubbies ah. but im pretty sure most of them cannot go out late at nite. just now i realise abt dat. maybe i was at east coast with my family i didn't realise the time actually, dats y i tot my friends could come down at least to esplanade to watch the fireworks. but its 12am, whose parents would give u the green lite to go out that late rite? even i can't. oh well, never mind then.

my english is getting teruk already siak. in CDA, there's quite a few none-speaking malays, NSF and officers. sometimes when they ask, simple questions u noe... i had to like think for a while to get the rite vocab, making sure the phrase tak tunggang terbalik and also trying to make sure my grammar is ok, then i speak. sometimes if they were on a rush, i just let out whatever i can remember, the results, my answer is like tersekat2 gitu. its like 'fill in the blanks' kinda phrase. teruk beb. i think, for a start, i'll start writing my blog in english.

01 January 2006

East Coast Overnite Tak Memuaskan?

off to east coast taking the taxi cos no way we could take the mrt or bus with all the barang2 dat my mum brought...damn. sayang nya bapak aku terpaksa berpisah dari kita sebab taxi tak boleh muat untuk 5 orang. so he took the bus. sampai sana, ada satu shelter memang dah ada orang yg chop tempat tu, 3/4 of it. tapi kita ambik kat tepi nya table, so mak aku keluarkan segala2nya seperti plastic cups, plates, periuk, even our tooth brushes.

after building the 2 tents that we brought, i went off to McCafe alone to meet my friend, hopefully he's working. so there we talk for a while cos he was busy. then he asked, "nak air eh?" heheh biasa jugak...

aku ikut bapak aku beli barang2 yg patut dulu sebelum pergi balik ke tempat kediaman kita. dah sampai sana, bapak aku rent 2 basikal untuk satu hari, aku naik dgn adik2 aku. adik aku yg pompuan tumpang adik aku yg lelaki dgn aku, kira take turns lah. yg parah nya hujan turun. bukan sekali dua, kurang2 tiga kali gitu. basah kuyup kitorang. hujan aje cepat2 kita cari toilet. tu pun crowded jugak. new yr eve ah, sebab tu ramai orang.

lepas maghrib baru kita on BBQ. masak mee maggi dan fishballs. waktu mlm kawan aku ajak aku gi lagi satu punya bbq kat hujung2 naik kereta dia. aku ikut ah, sebab tgh boring jugak. dah kat sana tgh bebual2 kat laut nampak flares merah2 yg ditembak oleh kapal2. tak perasan aku dah kul 12 mlm. sekali tgk ke tepi nampak fireworks yg datang dari esplanade. walau kecik tapi agak boleh tahan jugak lah. tu pun aku masih boring jugak.

balik ke kediaman aku, aku bebual dgn sepupu aku yg baru sampai dgn adik2 aku. dah nak kul 3 pagi waktu tu so dorang dah ngantuk. dah boring aku. k lah aku pun gi tidur jugak. sekali kul 4 pagi aku tak boleh tidur pulak. aku bangun duduk kat shelter tepi tu dgn mak aku. termenung... berbual2 dgn mak aku, sambil campers melayu yg cover 3/4 of that shelter masih teruskan bbq. part yg aku tak suka, dorang ni macam bebual2 pasal kita sebab kita ni macam menyibuk dan mengacau dorang. yg satu ni tak habis2 jalan depan kita, jalan belakang tak nak. sengaja ape? first bawak air, pastu bawak makanan, bau pun menyelerakan. alamak tak suka nya aku. oklah aku tau perasaan dorang, kalau boleh dorang nak the whole shelter tu dorang punya. mungkin sebab itu dorang buat tu macam, nak kasi kita rasa kurang selesa gitu. aku memang tak selesa. tapi mak aku kata kita memang perlukan tempat shelter tu sebab esok harinya kan family2 yg lain nanti datang. yg aku bingit ni, kenapa yg family2 yg lain ni tak mau overnite dgn kita, at least kalau si campers tersebut nampak kita punya rombongan ramai, dorang pasti akan rasa segan sikit. manpower kita sikit pagi tu.

lepas tu aku mandi, siap2 untuk pergi kerja yg dihantar oleh pakcik aku menaiki MPV dia...syiok ah dorang, pagi nanti dorang bbq besar-besaran aku pulak yg kena kerja. ni yg susahnya kalau kerja takde partner