Afiqq Blog

28 February 2006

She's Not For Me, Is She?

just a few days we were together, problems arise. i had to go to her house to resolve the problem with her whole family including her uncles. well, i didn't get scolded though, for making her reaching home after 11pm. i told the truth and i told them it was my fault because i abide the rule.

but it was terrifying, scared, never ever experience this kinda thing. back home, talked to her. she said that, lebih baik putus daripada membebankan aku. dia sayang kan aku sebab itu dia nak putus supaya tak membebankan aku. but i rejected. but she said her life and my life is different. which is true lah. oh yeah, she got said this phrase which i got it a few times already, "you terlalu baik untuk i." bull shit.

so in the end, she said to give ourselves 3 days to think about our relationship. after that, we both will give the answer. today is the second day and i actually miss her. but the more i think about her, the more i think about the consequences that i'll be facing, and that means more problems which may arise.

23 February 2006

STOLEN!!!

my bicycle has been stolen. i parked at the bicycle park below this block at teck whye. i leave it there for 24 hours, because i always ride my bicycle to teck whye to go to work. and when i finished work, went to the bicycle park and i saw my bicycle was missing.

why...? why...!?

pada si pencuri itu, aku tak mau kau berdosa dengan aku. jadi aku maafkan kau. tapi ingat, Tuhan pasti akan membalas perbuatan kau.

today's may not be a good off day for me...

apasal mesti nak kena hilang ni?!

aku sayang dengan basikal aku tu...!

i don't think i may be buying another bicycle.

dah lah...

21 February 2006

finally, thru to the finals

the best about GPA peringkat saringan? everything. its my first time watching GPA. i love the crowds. i love the emcees' jokes. and of course the performances by all the schools that participated in GPA. even though some schools showed dull performances but its the ideas that they portray that counts.

but what's more happier is that NYP's got into the finals after 2 years. i was very happy for them. the performance was perfect. even heikal and aisya stood up and clapped. it was the best achievement i had ever seen for Pusaka Seni and for Andayu. but the person that made it happen was my sister's friend. i love her teachings, the jokes, her hair, but most to most she had taught not just the GPA 2006 team but myself on theatrical stuffs.

so all the best, Pusaka Seni's GPA 2006 team for the finals. and this time, i will buy the ticket early.

yesterday morning at my ops room, i was reading Berita Harian. i remembered about the young lions had a game against some team in the Malaysia FA Cup. i flipped the newspaper back and i saw, 6-2. so happy for them! Go Lions!

18 February 2006

prata kosong 80 cents

just came back. yesterday i was bored and it was my off day. so i went out to orchard. walk2 alone. sms marni if she's free to lepak. so decided to go to yishun to meet her and also rafi and idah for dinner. had a long chat. the best topic was about the history of pusaka seni. wanna know more, just ask me or the other seniors and we'll be glad to tell the story. then nazrin called wanna go lepak. so around 8++pm i went to esplanade and met Ed. talk2 while eating ice-dream for awhile then she went home and we continue lepak with suzi and izad at Liang Court starbucks, then walk2 around clarke quay then lepak at phat bird. then walk2 to boat quay eat at indian kedai kopi where the prata kosong cost you 80 cents.

then went back to esplanade and slept for awhile before catching the first bus. and now i'm on my way to yishun to meet rafi and the rest for GPA competition, meeting at 9++am. i'm still sleepy.

17 February 2006

a dull blog

8am to the next day 8am. kinda tough especially when the clock reads 5.30pm. that's the normal morning shift timing for 'get ready to go home.' but had to continue all the way till nite. the worst thing is that, the tv got nothing special to watch. after american idol, the rest of the tv programmes suck. even on malaysian channels got nothing good to watch.

i am so anxious for tomorrow's GPA competition. it will be my first time watching NYP performing in GPA. gonna cheer them like hell man.

i think today i want to go shopping ah. oh yeah, i have to cut my hair also because one of the officer told me my hair is long.

i'm worried for this someone. its family problem. her mother is a bitch. but she's not. and she suffered because she didn't wanna be a bitch like her mother. always kena beaten up. i told her, this kind of problem can be solved. singapura ada undang-undang. there are many counselling centres for her to get help. so if you have this kinda problem, go see a counsellor. don't try and kill yourself or cry all day long in the room, that's stupid. go get help.

16 February 2006

Guilty...

aku bagi pihak seniors, aku nak mintak maaf. apa yg telah terjadi, tak guna diperbualkan balik. janganlah kita mencari kesilapan2 itu kembali tetapi kita carilah penyelesaian. buanglah segala hasad dengki dan kembalikanlah ketenangan, cinta, kasih dan sayang.

in competitions, usually before the big event, there will surely be hatred, anger and all those sins that you can name of. and when the big event arrives, we will be either happy because we win, or we will be sad because we lose. and the sins that arised before the competition, will just fade away... except... one... EGO. ego can bring in the sins back. so beware.

when 'he' shouted at the team of GPA 2006, i knew, something bad was gonna happen. i felt guilty for not doing anything. i should have stopped him. because i know the team will surely broke down, either into tears or anger. i have experienced it before but much worst. because i was alone. unlike them, they were in a TEAM, that's why some of them tried to back one another. i respected them for their team spirit.

it reminded me of the team of Pentas Pujangga 2004. i cried because i was being scolded by one of the senior for coming down for practice late by an hour. but they all actually haven't started out yet. actually there was a few problems going on and i suspected that senior was angry and so she just shot at me. i went down to calm myself, then one of my member of the team saw me and asked what happen cos i looked so down. so i let it out. i cried. the team lost anyway. and even in the dressing room when we wanted to go home, shit happened. again it was me and her. that was why the next comp was GPA 2004, i didn't join. because i wanted to release all the tensions and the stress that built up in me. but after that, i still love pusaka seni. when she graduated, i became one of the most powerful man in pusaka seni. hehehe! ok sorry, that part was a joke.

so the moral of the story is, no matter what shits happen, take it like a man. cos these shits will make you a better person.

oh about the pentas pujangga 2004, i got blogged it before. if interested, read it here. Date: Jan 13 2004.

12 February 2006

one is stupid, the other is an asshole

friday went to esplanade again. this time me and my friend were sitting below the Sheares bridge. then fireworks blasted off. this time, it was lesser. boring ah.

went to sembawang with the pusaka seni members to watch them practice. at first we were supposed to practice at the MPH near elfi's house. but there's this mat rep from the second floor shouted at us, "Oi! tak boleh pelankan radio kape?!" it was 10am+

so we went to search for a new MPH, this time more space, a bit cleaner ah. the guys were getting sharper as they practiced more. i was useless because i didn't do anything much, except pressing the play button on the radio. i'm not a director, just an audience so i kinda shy lah to direct them or what. just to point out their mistakes ok lah. but that also i shy lah. so sorry lah ok.

then went to work, this DO(duty officer) was one of the useless DO ever. ask so many questions. qeustions that DO should know, but ask the ops orderly. captain some more. also he was very doubtful. example, this thing supposed to be 'A'. then he will ask something like this, "But i thought this thing should be 'B'?" there were alot of these kind of doubtful questions until i got really fed up. but i still keep on smiling only. then this morning, another DO that i hate most. last time i got blog about him about this IDEN phone which the battery was not full. he asked me to charged the phone and bring it to his office. my senior told me i'm not supposed to bring the phone to his office because my work place is at ops room picking up the phone, not supposed to be a delivery man. so i just don't care until he called and ordered me to bring the IDEN phone to him by 1 minute or else i'll get charged.

and now, the phone was not fully charged again. he asked for the spare battery which we do not have. i told him i can charge the battery for him. he scolded me and ask the comms personnel to get a spare battery after he scolded that guy also. then he said, "you want to charge the phone? you want me to charge you or not?"

09 February 2006

To Jail He's Gone

i think i should focus more on home right now. firstly, costs for basic things like soap, detergents etc. then food for dinner, lunch and breakfast. then electricity usage. so far my computer has been using the most electricity ever! then water usage. but so far water no problem. last but not least, my hp bills(for the first time i'm gonna pay for it in my own account), my personal toiletries, my clothings.

when my salary comes i wanna buy a pair of jeans. usually i buy clothes but my friend said wait for the season comes because when the season comes, you see there'll be more new clothes to choose from. well i'm talking about Topshop. its one of the shop i love most to shop for male clothes. so far i bought one only lah, thanks to raudha. thought of buying one jeans and one clothes. cannot ah, budget lari dok.

yesterday i got to know, my partner has gone to jail. 21 months and 6 strokes of the cane. pity for him. his case is on rioting. but whats up with the 6 strokes man?
i'll be working alone now. can't take leave and no way i'm gonna ask other rota to cover for me if i'm sick cos they surely do not want to. well good thing is i'm used to work alone for 1 month plus. so there'll be no problem for me lah.

07 February 2006

A Date To GPA

even though im lance corporal, i still called myself as private Taufiq whenever they asked who's on the phone. i felt shy especially to people who is still of a lower rank but they worked longer than me. unless i start to wear a new lance epaulette which i haven't collected.

3 night shifts were somehow ok for me, boleh angkat ah, some more my partner, whose certainly going to jail, took 3 days leave, leaving me working alone. as i said before work alone is great. especially when there's no one in the room, more syiok, can do whatever you want.

so far my new handphone's been great. i frequently use it to listen to radio, also took alot of pictures for the first few weeks only.

GPA is coming so fast. i'm worried for them who's involved. hopefully they have been practicing with more determination and a never say die attitude. anyway, thought of going to the GPA peringkat saringan with 'someone'. Dating, that's what i mean. the problem is i don't have any 'someone'.

03 February 2006

Eh, Got Fireworks?

that wednesday, went to nazrin's house because his comp got problem. the motherboard couldn't read the hard disk properly. sometimes can read sometimes not. i suspected the 4 pin plug from the power supply to the hard disk longgar. and it was true. hooray for me for fixing someone's pc!

then we went out. since both of us had off day that day. got some drinks and keropok udang. went to esplanade but we sit further up, there were couples everywhere! it was so weird since both of us were guys, but who cares. we sat and chat and then suddenly, Boom! Boom! there were fireworks which was shot at marina bay. and its like right on my face! it was really beautiful! while i was watching, i remembered during science lab back in secondary school time, we had to burn a piece of magnesium and it gives off a very bright light. my teacher said that magnesium is one of the chemicals used in fireworks. it was realy breathtaking, nice, but then i looked at my friend, damn it... he's a guy. wrong timing lah beb.

01 February 2006

right after the bbq with andayu, i went off to downtown east. took with me one big tupperware of mee siam from marni's. took bus number 17 from bedok. reaching there, my cousins wanted to go to pasir ris bowl. so i joined them right away.

at the counter, there were 2 malay ladies. my cousin whose the oldest whom i called kakak and my sister talked with them while i put my name in the waiting list, it was around 12midnite+ at that time but it was full. so while we waited for my name to call, my sister and kakak were gossiping about the 2 ladies at the counter. because they were minah2 and my sister and kakak were minah tudung, so there were some kind of ego clashes lah. but according to them, the ladies was as if pissed because had to answer many questions by these minah tudung girls. but that means customer service sucks ah. but we had a lot of fun bowling ah. i had a lot of fun laughing at some of them whose balls went off the longkang, but after that it got bored. i also tried to teach them by lowering the body when throwing the ball. first 2 tries i only got 3 points and the rest went straight to the longkang. but after that i got back my touch when i had 2 strikes consecutively but in the end i lose to my brother by a point in the 12 players bowling match(all 10 of them were my cousins).

next day, for the first time, finally got the chance to go to Escape theme park. $16.50 was not worth it. went there was not worth it. it was nothing!!!! there was nothing! its like pasar malam's mini theme park! it also reminded me of the theme park at Sentosa, Asian Village, remember? also the roller coaster that almost killed a girl, was closed! due to that stupid girl lah obviously! alamak, really teruk i tell you. really disappointed.

then got this incident, we all sat on the viking ship but we couldn't move because this indian guy brought 2 kids which their height was less than 1.2m, not allowed to be in the ship. the malay girl who control the ship talked to him and told him many times that its dangerous. but the indian guy said its gonna be alright, until he got furious and said, "ok, i'm getting pissed!" he stood up. then my pakcik also stood up and talked to him but instead he got scolding by the guy, "awak diam! jangan nak masuk campur, kalau tak suka, kita boleh turun bawah settle lah." so my pakcik sat, the girl called someone using the handphone, then the indian guy took his kids and went off the ship. i hate seeing these things. but in the end, the ship was the best ride ever! i felt like my balls were exploding whenever the ship went downwards.

Andayu's Picnic by the Sea

Picnic With Andayu, 29th Jan '06

right after i finish work at 8am, which was actually dragged till almost 8.30am because had to wait for the next ops orderly morning shift to come, i went off to meet my friends and off we went to east coast! supposed to be a bbq gathering for andayu but not many would like to turn up so we called it a picnic whereby you got to bring your own food and share with the rest of them.

its like a close friends kinda of gathering where we played taitee till we hate it, we gossiped, talked about the good old days. then a bad situation occured. my friend broke my $30 slippers. i was furious, but i didn't scold him, instead i asked him to buy me a new pair of cheap slippers and pay me $30 later. i was still furious at that time until my friend came back and gave me a new pair of black slippers worth $5. it made me smile cos it looks nice.

so around almost 7pm, we bbq using a small bbq pit. we had no chickens except hotdogs and fishballs and crab sticks. we ate together, then slowly we packed our backs at 9pm, but many of their faces looked shagged, especially the ones who brought alot more barang2 and food. yeah it sucks when the fun had to end so fast.